Message #42783

[guest587]

Sex dream: Titan, Red ambient liquid, Driven by Desire

So... I can try to make the details as PG as possible, what's strange about this dream is- I am at one of my two local coffee shops that I frequent. There's a new girl here and we just stopped and starred at each other for a longer than normal moment in time- and she looks very similar to the girl I dreamt of having sex with last night.

In this dream, this girl has multiple love interest. I am not a love interest, and I am not sure I love the girl- I am driven more so by carnal desires. The thing is- she approaches me. She enters herself into my dreams and leaves me with what looks like a valentines day card. I like the fact that I have a brazen admirer.

The card has all sorts of love notes written inside of it- one thing that clearly stands out to me is how she addresses me:

"Dear Titan,"
This stands out to me as extremely important. It's all I remember from the letter.

I see her and I feel this need, like I *must* have her. And she is ok with this, and she is ok with me pursuing her. She performs fellatio on me in public. She does this to show everyone her intentions. I am okay with this, even though there is a young man next to me asking if he can pursue her. I don't know how I feel about this young man, but he is there standing by the side observing and professing his love for this girl. He reminds me of someone by the name of Tim who I knew in HS.

I don't care at this point how Tim feels anymore, I am driven by extreme carnal desire to put myself inside her. Once I do, there is an energetic exchange between us that feels pretty good and wholesome. Yet there is some questionable energy too. I am not sure how I feel about any of it- except one word would be... Correct. Another... Good. Still, there is some uncertainty lingering in this flowing energy that I see as ambient red liquid with tiny particles floating in a type of suspended animation.