Message #45497

[tides2dust]

spider hybrid, OBE, alex jones

i dream that i am a human spider. some sort of hybrid, i have wrapped my self in silk like a cocoon. at the same time, a separate layer of dreaming, i am in the shower. as i'm standing there i'm receiving the visuals of this deeper layer. like i am discovering some aspect of my self. it is connected to the spider. there's something kind of caked on my skin that i'm peeling off in the shower. i want to say it's a blue/purple plaster like material. there is a profound emotion dominating the energetic field.

later i have an OBE. the visuals behind closed eyes were incredible. and suddenly the ringing comes in fast in my left ear. the body is shutting down too fast. but i am still awake. i raise my arms up and realize i've raised my astral hands out of my body. but i'm still laying in bed. it's a struggle to lift my whole self out from my body. but i do manage to roll forward. i'm a little uncertain whether or not i'm actually awake and now sitting up in my bed or if i've pulled my astral form up. i realize it's the latter as i gently come to a standing position in my room. my body feels incredibly light and i'm gently bobbing- near hovering off the ground. i propel myself towards my bedroom door. usually i can phase my body through the door no problem. that seems to be what i always do once i'm in the space. it's kind of like a mental habit. "roll out of body, phase through the door, glide down the stairs." except this time, i push my head up against the door and am stuck. i can't phase through the door. and suddenly there is a heavy sensation as i am standing upright, like i am going back in time. the entire environment is shifting backwards- like i am semi-hovering at a standstill but the entire room is pulling itself behind me. now there's a zeroing in on my body and i begin to see it like a reflection. as the energy is moving i start to see some kind of pointed leather on my shoulders. i realize i am wearing dark brown leather armor. it kind of reminds me of something a roman soldier would wear. end of OBE.

later i dream i am being wrongly accused by others. the lie is too great to convince anyone of any actual innocence. and i say things that at a surface level, or if believing the lie, only strengthen the lie and keep people separate from me. suddenly i'm in a remote wooded area. like a forest, i am being led up a stone gravel path. its a man-made path that kind of blends in with the surrounding nature. we're going uphill to his private estate. as we get there we are climbing through secret areas he is showing me. i stop the tour to realize i am staring at the most beautiful pink parrots. its a mom and its baby. the mama parrot has its body over the little one. they aren't like a bright pink but more like a gray and pale purple and pink. absolutely stunning, and i look at alex and wonder if he see's it. i think in the dream of sharing its significance to him and his family. i also think he must not consider it a big deal because of the altitude we are at, that this might be a normal sighting for him. this estate feels more like a segmented captains ship and he has me popping me head up in various places and looking out. by the end of the dream his wife and little girl come. he attends to them as i am pulling my head out of the last narrow space he showed me. i had asked him to take me all the way to the top and he obliged, though a bit reluctant when we got to the very, very top. now his daughter is here and she is coloring with crayons and the mother is wondering about my presence. i believe its time to go.

wake up...