Message #43674

[guest587]

chaotic energy, multiple dreams, cool dream of being a hawk, a daughter is in my future?

lots of dreams... very scattered- busy bodied environments.

in one dream i am meeting ingrid online but i have a computer virus, there's a program that installed itself on my computer- whenever i turn the computer on a little pop up box with a monkey keeps opening- when you try to close it, two or three more open in its place. if you just leave it, more appear on their own. i learn i am going to be without a computer for a while until i can fix it. i don't feel too worried about it, and know there's a way to turn the computer on and go into some kind of safe mode and possibly a way to restore the software to its default settings which might correct the issue.

in another dream i'm sleeping in the hallway floor by the front door to our house with a few people. there's two people standing on the other side of the door, they ring the doorbell but i am still sleepy and pretend i am asleep. they're standing there for a good 15-20 minutes before i, "wake up" and act surprised to see people standing there.

in another dream, probably the coolest of them all- i am a golden hawk soaring in a snowy storm. the feeling is majestic. i am this hawk and i am flying through a blizzard- until i get out of it and am now just soaring in a snowy mountainous region. i descend with my wings and flap some life into these beetles on the floor- i decide to leave them be, a couple of my feathers land on them and create motion. the beetles, if i remember, are brown and black and blend in with the dirt.

in yet another dream i am in a busy car dealership trying to sell two people a car. one person has no credit and their dad is military police. when i ask for contact info he just tells me to put, "MP" and the other person is jeff my old finance manager. the kid with no credit thinks he'll just keep giving the lenders large sums of money every other day and it'll be ok. i know it doesn't work like that but i try to humor him anyway. i go into the sales office and find my old HS crush lauren is the sales manager. she's being really nasty and has these women catering to her every whim- she's playing a video game while she has a line of sales people waiting for her to pencil their deals. before i go to see her i remember walking the lot and looking at a few of the cars- one is a new, white audi and it has these really magnificent screens all through out the dashboard. i needed to get their stock number so red head lauren can pencil my deals. as i'm waiting in the crammed office, jeff the finance manager appears. i jokingly pick on him to pick a stock number and tell him we're going to get him a car. lauren looks at me and looks at the papers ive set down on her desk. i explain to her the situation between the two potential buyers but as i'm doing so i begin to question why i'm even here. i don't want to be doing any of this. so, in the middle of the chaotic energy and crammed office space- i get up and leave. no explanation. i'm done here.

in the last dream that i can recall... i am again in a crowded environment, at something like a mall. i'm hungry and my friend is supposed to meet me. i'm inside a mcdonalds and the workers are extremely busy. one woman employee picks up some food that was promptly returned to the front, and throws it at another employee. she was showing him that this guy burnt some food(again) and was losing her patience. a young male comes up to me and ask what i want, i'm a bit in a daze wondering about my dream from prior and how i got here. i look at him and tell him i want some breakfast, but he says they no longer serve breakfast. so i leave this place remembering there's an i-hop next door. it isn't a typical sit down restaurant styled i-hop but more like a food court in a mall. there's two elderly black women. they are really sweet. and there's no lines. i am really enjoying the pause in the chaotic energy. the one woman gives me a small plate and says, "this is for eggs." so i tell her i'll take some eggs. she rings me in thinking thats all- but then i tell her i want some blackberry jam and blueberry pancakes. she thinks thats all but then looks at me and we all laugh because i ask her if i can get some bacon to go with it. she ask me, "is that all" in a joking manner. i tell them i was really hungry and the other black lady who wasn't ringing me up tells me- "you're alright, and you're going to have a daughter really soon."

my friend calls me asking where i'm at- i'm in my car ready to eat my food... i'm talking loudly into the phone because i'm back in a chaotic environment. he thinks he is being funny by talking loudly back mimicking me. i don't have the patience, i tell him "cool" and hang up on him. he eventually finds me and sees im eating all this breakfast. i tell him i was "hangry"- he apologizes realizing he was being a bit of an antagonist and not understanding just how busy bodied the environment was until he arrived. 

i woke up multiple times through out the night but decided to record after the 4th dream. there was more but that's all i can seem to remember.