Message #40862

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Koan

I had an in-between dreams moment where I overheard two people having a conversation. The dream was about Koan. And one man told the other that there is energy centrally located on the back. Green pockets of energy. Most people are unaware of it.

Later I dream of an old friend eating roasted brown chicken with garlic bulbs. He has a bird disguise, in order to retrieve secrets from some mysterious sect. Like a scroll. Koan is a constant theme through out the night. His bird is red, and his machine isn't working correctly. Although he was disguised as a bird, he was beaten senseless by his own "robotics." I had to save him, as a blue bird, and remind him of the mission. I informed him the machine knocked him out.

There is a dream scene on the beach with my Dad and Sister. I believe the setting sun and the beautiful blues and varying amount of light were representative of a type of healing. There was a mound with little grass. My Dads Mom, Nanny- was there in Spirit. The mound with grass had shaded parts. Some spots were brighter than others. Some parts I could slide down to the edge and behold dark blue ocean.

As I was waking up I noticed the sounds of the rain outside were blending with my dreams. I still hadn't much control of my thoughts. The last thought I remember was a woman being unfaithful to a man, and she had the option to prolong his suffering and in her pleasure she took it at the last minute. This was a very gross thought and I decided enough is enough and it's time to wake up. Instantly I shake this thought off, but figured I'd include even the undesirable moments in my journal.

I believe I will shake all these dreams off now and start my day.