Message #39579

[guest587]

frozen tundra, possessed gorilla, something in-between, friend making films

before sleep i prayed to god asking for clarification. i understand the dream is somehow a reflection of my attempts to clean deeply rooted undesirable behaviors.

i dreamt of a frozen tundra and going down into something like a cellar. it was cold, lots of snow. below i found a possessed or zombified gorilla. it was angry and making a mess of things.

somewhere in my subconscious is this zombie gorilla. i have impulses that have become hijacked by forces outside myself. (gorilla/possession/zombification). i pray i overcome and make the truly desired changes.

after this i wake up. when i fall back asleep i dream of my friend sean c pursuing his interest in making film. but before this there is another dream that is harder to recall.

i dream i am in a hotel. i dream i was once something like a ceo who has been cast out by his peers who now believe they are in charge. there's bullying, childish games. i seem to remember something about a debt being paid. i also remember a scene outdoors with a 4-wheeler.

the hotel, i am moving from one area(a place for poorer clients) to another(a place with rich clients). i do not stay in the place with rich clients and am recognized by someone who seems to be spying on me as out of his element. i am doing my own bit of sneaking around here, i can't recall why.

i later dream i am playing a video game with someone? they come with me on the 4-wheeler. someone, somewhere was punched in the face. the details are scattered, the scenes are washing away into a vortex of wakefulness.

the dream with sean c, is like i am watching him. he grew his beard out, he has a homepage that looks action packed. it is strange because he is standing in front of a pink background in a quaint living room with nicely organized furniture and curious decor. it's very feminine and nanny like, and sean is contrasting it with his rugged expression- a bald head, dark shades and a beard. i am reverse engineering this scene and realizing the homepage is a part of his shortfilm, it's like a camera follows him from one room to this, which is where he ends up. it's an action scene in which i am able to play in reverse, forward and freeze as i continue to work through it.

i get the feeling i am being offered an opportunity to help him pursue his greater desires in regards to film. at least i am, for whatever reason, an observer. i watch another one of his films and realize he used one of our jokes and made a film about it. it makes me smile like it's a great honor. it's really dorky humor but the scene entails two cowboys on horseback with megaphones in their hands, talking to one another through the megaphones and talking to the insects crawling in front of them on the megaphones. it's strangely entertaining.

i wake up.