Message #38056

[guest587]

Morning of 6/9/22

It's been really hard retrieving details lately. There's an important lesson being imparted in my first dream I think it has to do with my frame of mind from the day before- that reality is not as we perceive it. When I wake up to use the restroom, the more I try to remember- the faster it feels like an entire adventure starts to slip away.

When I go back to sleep another adventure is had- I remember being in a vehicle and getting myself lost. Highways are all over the place- in the sky, broken apart, sideways, crisscrossed... I take a wrong exit, and eventually a wrong turn. Someone from AT&T calls me and is watching me remotely as they talk to me over the bluetooth in the car. There's an incredible amount of speed and pressure being felt as I begin making a turn which causes me to drift off to the side and completely derail off the highway which is really high in the sky- my vehicle starts tumbling. I tell her I'm freefalling but there's a highway below me and I might be able to land it. I see this giant highway coming into view and other cars are also sticking the landing. By way of some miracle I too stick the landing- and the lady from AT&T watching remotely has an entire team watching like I'm in some kind of race. Some guys are telling the others I won't make it, and even though I've stuck the landing the car is still out of control- it plows through traffic and the speed is still too incredible, the car ends up backwards and racing between vehicles, causing drivers around me to spin and lose control. I finally manage to straighten it out and while this is happening another dream starts to come into focus. It's another adventure... There's a typical, "boss" character he seems kind of mobster but I can't quite hang on to the details...

The last thing I really remember is treating my old crew to Jimmy Johns subs for lunch. Someone came to collect a debt(the damage from the vehicle) while I'm with friends and my parents save me- Dad is reluctant but Mom took care of it without question. which surprises Dad. He's surprised he didn't have to lift a finger. And... lastly I remember graduating with other students in military uniform. Our squad was gifted some kind of blue ribboned necklace with a medal hanging at the end. We accomplished something unique and I think it has to do with defeating or navigating through the trial of the adventure with the mob like boss character. As I'm walking away it's like viewing a scene in slow motion, like a camera is filming us I am looking at my younger self walking by as if on a movie screen. As I walk away and off the screen my awareness goes back to first person point of view. Still in uniform a friend gifts me a tiny wooden skateboard and it feels like that race in my vehicle begins all over again. Except this time it's more for fun. I attempt riding the wooden skateboard down a series of stairs and am successfully balanced and in place. I notice at the end that I've cracked the skateboard and the bottom half breaks off- I show my friend after having attempted to ride it down another set of stairs before waking up.

There's a lot missing, so much has happened. This adventure, feels like someone was intentionally shifting my scenes around- and that I was in a type of water world. I again am feeling, layers... Different characters... I can barley see someone moving entire scenes in this world like pieces on a chess board. A type of overseer or... Cobwebs. It's so faint, but it has to do with almost everything happening within the immediate awareness... The image feels like the face of a larger than life being barley visible in gray space using psychokinesis. Argh, very frustrating.