A time to note

[Jitendra Hydonus]

It is May11, 2023 and all the planets have a tight connection in relation to the fixed stars. They are within 150 degrees of each other. This pattern of particularly the slower planets will subsist for sometime ahead, giving an emphasis to us all in certain areas of our lives in contrast to other areas. This holds true for countries as well, giving an eerie look to life, somewhat out of balance. Although this emphasis brings new revelations to us all in certain areas of life that are brought to the fore. Elements of personality now emerge either constructive or destructive depending on how each of us reacts or acts upon these elements and encounters. That is why we hear quite often, recently, that there is a parade of planets or an alignment of planets in the sky on the news or weather channels.

A good example of this is the continuing revelations of corruption and conspiracy in many nations and the clandestine activities surfacing in many parts of the world, along with many new discoveries in the world and each of our personal lives, bringing inner compulsions and eruptions world wide that are needed to recognize new dimensions of spiritual and material progress. Pride, and corruption are daily occurring on the news, more so then we have experienced in decades past.

[guest587]

Thank you. I see how this relates personally too.

Last night I was praying to God, and feeling very off-centered. I was feeling heartache like I wasn't connected to God, the being I was praying too. It is a very disheartening sensation, to think you have lost Gods favor.

But the truth is God favors his creation, whose divine love is even greater than that of a parents for their child. I have faith in this belief. And even if others are to tell me, you are wrong- I refuse to listen. No one call tell me of my personal relationship with God.

But still... I was feeling disconnected. Like there was a wall between me and God.

After some silence and mental rearranging... I remembered that I am the only person to have created this wall.

Over the last few days I was feeling much shame and regret for past actions, outdated behaviors I just can't seem to completely get over. And at the same time I see there has indeed been great progress in areas of my life, which have required abandoning doubt and having the fighting spirit- if you fall, get back up and try again. Die trying, even if you don't make it.

Still, I realize there is much I have done to creating a barrier between me and the Divine Love I so desperately cling to. I realize there is much more work to do or rather, so much to undo... And many superfluous ideas to overcome.

I have literally felt this, "eerie out of balance" state you are describing on the personal level... And I think that's because we are a part of something larger than our 3D body...

And I think during these times, should we wish to sail the choppy waters... We have to practice kindness, patience... Gentleness.... Because the waters are stirring... And there are some creepy crawlers lurking.

The beast are in motion. And I believe God is allowing us the opportunity of exercising our free-will... helping us understand, in ways we can't.

Don't let go of the Beloved... The Beloved is all that matters.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

It is May 11, 2023 and both Pluto (transformation) and Mercury (communication) are retrograde now. So it did not surprise me to see the internet 🛜 van pull in to fix the communication/internet here where I’m staying. And communication does appear in a difficult situation presently as transformative powers are being reviewed.