One would also wonder about one such as yourself ?
So many questions you ask, there is a 2 question limit, just thought I should mention this to you for future reference. I will start at the beginning. "
Why Desiree ? " Do you not like my name ?
I have a French background. My mother and Lancelot were lovers in a past life. Yes, cast all illusion aside, Guinevere was not his only love. Desiree was his name for my mother, and now it is my name. The French have a passion for life, romance and wine, as do I ! Not always in that order

love and light, always
Desiree
We associate are feelings and thoughts from past experiences with names. i know very little about you and you are not of much help.... so i do not associate anything with your name. How can i?
Steve