My Dream

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Don't apologize, I'm on day 2 of consistent night time meditation. Will tonight be day 3? I hope so. Though I'm still making some mistakes in my desired transformation, I am noticing progress overall(with all my goals/lifestyle changes). What matters is we keep on trying. I also think no electronics 30 minutes before bed is helping strengthen my dream recall.

!! Congratulations on being less judgmental with your dreams. I had a similar experience at the work place. That is, I had a productive day- despite furniture crashing and breaking and having to reassemble everything. I got a lot done, but not in the ideal manner. Still, the work got done and the boss was happy with everyone's productivity. I am learning not to judge how things play out.

Well I had a dream last nite in which I was attempting to clear the obstructions to my dreams so they could flow more fluidly. Somehow, after awakening, i found the notion somewhat humorous, nevertheless I will admit to having more pleasant associations with my dreams last nite.

Eric, I will attempt to remind you next Sunday that I’m meditating at 9 pm eastern 8 central time… Yes I would like to be a witness in life as well as dreams, but must tell you that some people, seeing that, interpret it as being like being AI or Spock like.

But I can remember the essence of this dream. It is a desire to control my activities in sleep and spend my time as I do during many hours here on the portal and in meditation on my spiritual yearnings and longing for a fulfilling love.

A provoking thought here; can we control anything? Yet some people attempt to control everything around them. It smells of vanity.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

In life we always find others who are superior to us in knowledge of certain subjects and experiences. It is best to just acknowledge it and learn at our own rate. For instance; I believe that Eric has had much more experience and knowledge in dreams than I have had. But I see it as a blessing to have his life experiences about them here. We are often inspired and influenced by others who ‘know’ more about something’s then ourselves and should be grateful to have such influence around us.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

This morning i had a dream that a friend i hadn’t seen in awhile called and said they wanted to see me. i was somewhat apprehensive since we hadn’t talked in awhile. i was ready to go and meet though and the friend called and left a message with a roommate and said they wanted to take me out for dinner that nite. So there were changed plans but no mention of when we would meet accept at nite. It sounded somewhat like other friends I’ve had in life at times. People who change plans but don’t specify what they want to do or when they want to do it at a different time. So you wonder if they mean what they say and whether you should wait around to find out, at the risk of being disappointed when and if they do not follow through.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

I seem to have an increased interest in dreams since Brother Eric has such an amazing ability at remembering dreams in detail…. They appear to be a driving force in his spiritual evolution and quite often nightly revels. I will say this about dreams; they take up about one third of our 24 hours day. So what are  we doing during this time?

Tonight, I was attempting to get something done for the last couple hours, but found myself somewhat distracted by the fact that my body needed rest from the day’s activities. Yet I still attempted to meditate but sleep got the best of me. During sleeping I appeared to me at some peoples house where I was staying. They had three cars. I was attempting to communicate with them. But the two that appeared to own the house, left suddenly and unexpectedly. As the third one left the property I mentioned to him I was going to ride the bike to a place called Southland Village. But he seemed to not think that it was a good idea since I had not communicated the idea to the others who had already left. I felt rather dejected and confused about the whole matter, before waking from the dream. As is often the case in such dreams of little frustrations, I gratefully wake up when they occur.

I remember as a child, actually taking countless bike rides to a place called Southland Village. If I did not go that way sometimes I would go north towards a larger town, which was a much farther ride. I guess you would say, that the dream revealed childhood memories but also a little possessiveness that I’ve noticed about people who have ownership issues. I remember as a child having a beautiful green bicycle, not sure why all these flashbacks came back to me upon waking. I think dreams often are put together from fragments of past memories and also show some frustrations, we may have to be worked out in our consciousness.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

I seem to be in a time warp of sorts. Women have padding in their clothes and stand taller while men have padding on their shoulders. It reminds again of the civil war which be had so many experiences with during this life.

Fell back asleep and had this dream; a friend came up to be and through little balls of snow ❄️ down my neck. He said that was for the snow I threw at him, and walked away abruptly. But I did not throw any snow at him so was left in a quandary and wondering what to do if anything.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Had three dreams and all involved some kind of liquid or water.

First dream

I was in a house that had a bathroom and tub 🛁 in the basement, so I went downstairs to take a bath. No one was home but me. It is unusual because i rarely take baths but instead take showers. No one was at home except me and i had left the doors upstairs unlocked, I had this concern that someone would break in the house and steal something. I even imagined how they would do it. They would open the door quietly, come in get what they wanted, and then leave quietly closing the door very carefully. But i did not want to be bothered with getting out of the tub and going upstairs to lock the doors. So i thought I’d take a chance that it would not happen and thought it may be just be my apprehensions.

Second dream

I’m with a friend that passed to the other side and used to be an administrator here at the site. ‘Into Blue’  or ‘Charmed*’ as she was called here was with me and I offered her some fragrance which was in a large container; she put her hands together as in a scoop thinking I might fill them. I poured some out liberally as some of it went over the top of her hands on to the floor, before stopping.

Third dream

I’m in the house and suddenly hear that there are flash flood warnings. I look out the front window and there was a torrential rain fall coming down and cars couldn’t even stay on the road. Just the a 57’ Chevy that was two tone aqua and white swerved diagonally and hit our mail box as the car and mailbox turned and faced the house instead of the street. The car was up over the curb on the embankment and another car drove around it to avoid an accident. The person in the Chevy backed out back into the street and drove away casually.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Feelin stronger that it is important to gain more and more aware of all aspects of our lives including dreams.

I had a dream after practicing the IAM technique of meditation. First it is important to pass on this; during the IAM meditation practice, the last part involves laying down. Otherwise called sarvasana, in yoga terms.

So I was involved in some kind of audition to play a part in a play. Although I’m not so sure what kind of play, it seemed like it was life like in nature. That is, living a life span for this ‘play’. So I was a bit concerned that I may fall asleep as I had practicing the IAM meditation late last nite.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Had this very beautiful dream that I was playing in a band and we decided to have these gorgeous yellow/orange flowers you would see in a large field all around us to add to the ambience. I would say it was more like playing music in an astral realm than a physical realm.

Just like the two hues it's made up of, yellow orange conveys happiness, excitement and enthusiasm. As it is the color of sunshine, it's likely to be associated with warmth and energy. Its likeness to the color of autumn leaves means it could also be linked with the change of seasons.

https://www.canva.com/colors/color-meanings/yellow-orange/#

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Been having some dreams here but thinking I will discontinue this area for the time being since Eric is no longer here now and not finding it such a great topic when others are no longer contributing. Dreams are a great way to work out personal desires and sometimes they are quite important but currently I find my main happiness in meditation and spiritual progress as well as unfolding life experiences in the moment.

I do have an observation though; some of my dreams seem so real i can remember all the feelings I had during them. The whole play can contain characters I’ve never even known in real life. Perhaps they are a bit of a warning at how are desires may work out if we really want to project them into this physical world.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Since Eric is with us now again, I decided to keep this section open; I believe his dreams are part of his spiritual journey. I am not sure I can say that about so many of mine. But I have found some changes in consciousness taking place in my dreams recently. Instead of dreaming predominantly about being in a school ( Life is a school with the last main thoughts we review our lives, taking us to where we go next.). Recently I have been dreaming more about serving others. I have been thinking about how much we race through our lives and hardly give time to meditation and contemplation of the purpose of it. I also had the dream about international affairs that I included under history and ‘Nivalny’.

So last nite I had a dream I was once again riding in a car with my father and as usual he was driving dangerously fast. I attempted to suggest to him that it would be nice to make it to our destination safely. However he kept driving dangerously passing other cars. I observed one coming towards us in the passing lane at a distance while another one was going to turn into the passing lane but instead kept going across the street in front of us to avoid a head on collision. The car appeared to be a bright yellowish hue, which seems to alert caution.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Recently I’ve had a change in my dreamscapes. I had a dream in which I felt I was able to see how others were thinking and I was detached from their thoughts and was able to see how people are confined in different environmental circumstances because of thought forms.

Today I felt I had a dream that signified my concern about being hit in the back end because of driving slow. I have been especially concerned because I’ve seen so many dead deer 🦌  on the side of the road, every day. MI attempt to drive off the road when other cars are driving close behind to let them get by. Yet in my dream I was driving around what appeared to be a very high priced real-estate area and was turning to the right to climb a hill. There seemed to be two vehicles behind me. As I turned to the right, someone in a large SUV that was one of these mobile home vehicles hit the right passenger, back end of my the car I was driving. I looked at my turn signal and observed it was still blinking. Got out of the car and saw myself telling the driver I was going to call the police as a warning not to ignore the situation. The driver who appeared to be a woman did stop though. The large vehicle was dark green in color. I then woke up.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Dreamt of being at an audition with a great singer like Elvis and was complimented on bass playing. But as many auditions go … I was asked to come back the next day for further auditions for other parts then myself. I recognized the conflict when I had already made a commitment with a friend to go camping. In performing there are often conflicting schedules. Thus, one of my concerns about performance again when I want to meditate more instead of less. i believe dreams also can show conflicts in our own minds and an attempt to resolve them. In this case though i woke up before making a decision.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Well I’m in school again but this time no one appears to know where they are or how to get anywhere! Perhaps the message is I need to follow my own directions and advice. Too many leaders in this school house of life not having leadership skills or a sense of direction. And not enough followers to know who and what to follow. Time to carve out our own path?