Don't apologize, I'm on day 2 of consistent night time meditation. Will tonight be day 3? I hope so. Though I'm still making some mistakes in my desired transformation, I am noticing progress overall(with all my goals/lifestyle changes). What matters is we keep on trying. I also think no electronics 30 minutes before bed is helping strengthen my dream recall.
!! Congratulations on being less judgmental with your dreams. I had a similar experience at the work place. That is, I had a productive day- despite furniture crashing and breaking and having to reassemble everything. I got a lot done, but not in the ideal manner. Still, the work got done and the boss was happy with everyone's productivity. I am learning not to judge how things play out.
Well I had a dream last nite in which I was attempting to clear the obstructions to my dreams so they could flow more fluidly. Somehow, after awakening, i found the notion somewhat humorous, nevertheless I will admit to having more pleasant associations with my dreams last nite.
Eric, I will attempt to remind you next Sunday that I’m meditating at 9 pm eastern 8 central time… Yes I would like to be a witness in life as well as dreams, but must tell you that some people, seeing that, interpret it as being like being AI or Spock like.
But I can remember the essence of this dream. It is a desire to control my activities in sleep and spend my time as I do during many hours here on the portal and in meditation on my spiritual yearnings and longing for a fulfilling love.
A provoking thought here; can we control anything? Yet some people attempt to control everything around them. It smells of vanity.
