everything you've done was in accordance to your will. while we live and breathe we are discovering. your path is that of steve hydonus, a unique personality in which god has the privilege of experiencing. you are dancing with the lord.
someone asked me last night if sufism was my decided belief system. i told them yes and no. no, i am not religiously sufi. but, whatever path i find my self on- i find the guardrails of truth.
"in the house of my father are many mansions"
the father is consciousness itself.
In some of best moments, i have seen steve hydonus as a fiction. Yet at other moments I do identify with certain role playing. I’m holding on to something here but often see it as a passing phenomenon. The more I meditate the more I see such people I’ve become as passing energy of desire in the drama 🎭 we find ourselves. Consciousness appears to me as something we are striving for, and we are becoming in this process. Consciousness fluctuates and has somehow become what our senses perceive. I do not know how this has happened but we are here communicating in these bodies as we’ve experienced.