Gotta be the real you not the imposter...
but the "real me"...is constantly critisized by the general society. the "real me".....the one that is close to God....i have been told is UN-GOD-LIKE in their eyes. i was just told by a sleeper the other day...that i have no compassion....no respect...no feelings...no love. i told sleeper that he needs to put on CC (Christ Consciousness) glasses and look thru them....instead of wearing 'mayan muddied spectacles'.
when i 'look in the mirror'...i see not those things in me
the more that soul comes to surface or is out of box...the more i am chastized. i feel like a fish outta water...or an alien.
i then look over my shoulder at the box ...and think to myself...maybe, i should just go back into box again...i cannot handle 'battling' these sleepers anymore.
the more battle happens...all the more i should become 'stronger'....but yet it not happen...i find myself crawling deeper into cave and waiting to jump back into box again.
(((Hugs)))
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Being here on this forum is part of your action. You have people here who do not criticize you but accept you for what you are and want to be. But this is not your every day life. Your everyday life can also change. i am sure there are SRF groups and spiritual groups you can join there as well. As a matter of fact i invited you to one of them but you have other commitments. So we must look at our choices in life that bring us to our present situations.
Steve Hydonus
