Message #41777

[guest587]

Thanks Steve.

It's true, I love where I work- which is the health food/meal prep industry.

And I have been promoted with a raise and am on the, "leadership team." I train there.

LL and I are no longer dating. She is my dear friend, and I think there were some forces there that were so strong it may have taken a master to navigate it differently. Point being, I am no master and have my karmic unfolding just the same. I hope that no hard feelings are produced, because it has always been important to me to treat my friend kindly.

There is a woman of interest but her heart is not available at this time. As it would happen, I just had the opportunity to communicate with her this morning in person. As nervous as I was, it was so very rewarding. Even to be told her heart is not available right now. There is something more in our hearts and our glances that inspires me.

Lately I have been feeling the watery emotions of self worth, questioning my transformation and my disciplines, even falling from the desired course. I have had a lot of shame and regret from past actions surface. And I caught a bug that has zapped me of energy. The sickness hasn't completely disappeared- but the headaches are gone, the sniffles are gone. But there is still low energy, which has affected my workout routine. Workouts for me are so important to feel good. I am at the point, sick or not sick I will adapt and still get *something* in as far as a workout is concerned.

I guess I am needing to reshape and remember what's important. As I have said in your, "a time to note" thread I had even felt separated from God while praying to God. I know it's not the case. But I can see this retrograde energy you are talking about- like an overbeing is dominating the energy field. And perhaps this is a matter of alignment.

I have hope. I have faith. And the sun is rising...

My name in spanish means, June Rising.

I feel a very powerful force coming into fruition.