Message #37431

[guest587]

Today is May 10th. On February 10th I'd an episode, debilitating. I was hospitalized and have had debilitating episodes for three months. Things have gotten much better. But I still have trouble just existing and holding my own energy. Things are on and off. I am recovering, somehow. I believe God is healing. I've been between 4 doctors, have had multiple test and imaging done. It's not COVID. But life has been handicapped for the time being. I am not able to work full time. I am not able to pursue love interest. I am not able to sit down and enjoy meals or shows with my family sometimes. Only sometimes. I can still try all these things, and am still able to enjoy when allowed. This is a part of my struggle but I am recovering. Yes, this is a part of the journey. I have had to change my lifestyle drastically to heal. Maybe this is a blessing to help me achieve my deeper desires. It has caused me to look within and try to change my diet and lifestyle. Something I have been working on before the episodes- but this is the real kick in the butt.

Steve, I am wondering- because my date of birth does not have the right time. Could the YOD or finger of fate, been pointing to this time? I am 33 now, this happened Feb 10th and is still happening. Is this a part of my destiny?