Thanks friends. Your support means everything to me. From the day I first looked at the cover of Autobiograpy of a Yogi until today a lot has happened. By no means am I perfect. I'm a decent person who tries to do the right thing but the rules and/or guide lines for a yogi is harder so though greatly improved from where I started I still have a long way to go.
For instance my friends I wrote on I think maybe only this board about my difficulty with the Om technique. For a while I only had minimal results. I would notice parts working such as hearing various sounds in my body while the sound of God's voice, the cosmic vibration, still eluded me. Or I God. I worked on this technique a lot and now this is no longer true.
At first Om would only work on seemingly random days. The first time it happened I was in disbelief or shock. It's like a person who witnesses a miracle and because it's not the norm still denies it for a while. Well, the second time was different. I felt as though I knew I was going to die the astral Om sound was so loud. After ups and downs for months or years (please excuse me, I'm still catching up to myself!) so after some time the irregularity just left. I can now succesfully do the technique everytime and I am pleased to say I can get it going within a few seconds.
It is my personal experience in Om that whatever I need God will give me. In Om I feel as though I am moving through God. I can move through God and feel different positive spiritual vibrations. Anything you can think of is already there. Om is always new. Sometimes it's as if I'm traveling through Om and sometimes it's as though I let go of even my choice to do this and just let God take me where he (she) will. My state of spirituality is becoming where through God's blessing I can finally express effectively my love for yoga meditation because I know the words to say now as well as the meditation itself being that much better as well as proof of God's existance that I can brag about.
I'm not sure my heart can hold all the love I am so pleased with my success with the Om technique as well as pleased to share this with my friends, I love you all, surely we are brothers and sisters. Because of my ectatic state I have to remind myself that there is more to do. I still have to learn Kriya but at least I won't feel as though I am a failure until I do so. Maybe I shouldn't remind myself that I am over ten years late already for Kriya! Surely I am one of God's stupidest students. The worst yogi on the planet. I'm last in line with several faults but I am full of God's love and love for others. I pray that by God's grace to learn Kriya next year. At least I'm not stressed about it. See you in cyberspace friends
Sat Tat Om
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