69

[fisherking1111]

This number was coming up for me repeatedly, when I first started to date Emily, the week before things became sexual.

But what is 69?

Is it not the mirror of conscious and unconscious?

Of man and woman?

Or of the same Human upright and upside down?

Lately I've been seeing it come up again, the week things with Emily have become even more brought to an end.

And so this mirror I found in another, or Universe presented to the two of us... for physical, emotional and mental pleasure, followed by physical, mental and emotional pain... followed by the peace and stillness that preceded meeting such a karmic mirror...

Now I see "69" again...

The mirror is within, and the mirror without is only a reminder of this...


Even with a great teacher/guru... they are merely a mirror to One's Own Self

Every One else is as well... thought we don't see it unless we See Our Self First

So, this 69 is a number of reminder, of reflection... of what my mind imagines is real and in SEEing that as "what the mind imagines is real"...

is the opportunity for Me to See What Is Truly Real

Without Words

Without Reflection, like the Moon-like Mind can only "appear" to do...

The Sun of Self has no Reflector