thanks Amor, not sure why, but this now moment takes a bit of getting used to. hmm, everything else is illusion ? so when you are not here, chatting in the moment with me, you are an illusion too ? 
no wonder it is difficult to still the thoughts in the mind if I am conversing in the past with illusions I once knew , wow ! Now there is a thought to ponder on. Well that would give oneself a nice headache. It's an illusion that I am not in the now no matter where I am, or doing what I am doing. I am never in the future, or in the past. I am and always will be now.
What is it that you feel you are having a problem understanding, or getting?
