Blue Nova i wonder if you have read SRF lesson 32 lately? There are sections in it that reminded me of you. i liked this quote: "It is the decree of Cosmic Law that the happiness of one's own heart alone can not satisfy the soul. Find out your true part, (in the great Cosmic Play) and play it for your own happiness, if it is in harmony with the happiness of others. Then you may sometime be choosen to play the divinely entertaining role of a savior-actor, to inspire prodigal souls to retrace their footstpes to the mansion of peace.
gotcha....except for the part " if it is in harmony with the happiness of others". my divine part.....seems not to correspond with others. however...the others, are sleepers. still trudging or stuck in the drama/illusion.
so....i ignore the snores of sleepers....and by doing so....create 'havok' and 'hell' for them.....so i tried to help them, and they reject this help and make 'life worse' for me.
so...this 'battle' seems never ending.....live my life for me....or live my life for or in accordance to sleepers....
i 'aint gonna let them drag me down' or let them hinder me from god and me living gods will....
(((Hugs))) <3<3<3
Jai Ma
