Message #15685

[guest88]

in my previous post, i've stated... i suppose it's how you look at it. i don't consider falling a dark subject but perhaps from one perspective, see it as "standard procedure." my experience, wasn't dark. i'm actually fond of it. to me, i'm just learning things about myself in unique ways. like anyone else. from my mortal understanding... falling from grace will always be if i'm making rules in which to follow. why ? because i'm not always conscious of this fact....there are infinite ways to experience god. with god/of god. my limitors are set in place when i'm defining from what i think i know. not what is. so i'll break these rules because i'll find they aren't always in line with how i wish to live. some consider this a form of falling. being weak willed. other times i see it as being curious... light and dark... you're right. these things are measured on the same spectrum. i suppose we go through different stages and what was once considered wrong is now seen through a different light. even having fallen can be seen as bliss or perfect dependant where you are with yourself and/or understanding of your own life.