Message #41371

[guest587]

Today I was feeling simultaneously detached and present, completely free and a profound sensation of Love.

This happens sporadically and every so often. I really enjoy the calm it gives me.

Yesterday a old friend popped by for dinner and when she hugged me she said,
"You smell like zen"

It made me laugh. I'm sure she was referring to the patchouli soap I had just applied from showering. Today someone commented on my very calm demeanor.

I am grateful...

I really feel like, while in this state, I'm sharing consciousness with someone. Considering consciousness is all there is- I think it might make more sense to say I am free from the immediate identification of what I think constitutes who I am.

But I feel it is equally appropriate to say I was having a very intimate moment with God.

I suppose this has to do with my ability(or lack thereof) to be present. Since it's all God.

Well.

Today I started seeing pink splotches of light as I began to feel that love again.

I wonder if our own auric field expands in front of us and around us. How much space does it occupy? How much larger is it than us? Am I detecting someone elses aura? Am I seeing my own aura but just looking from a withdrawn and limited scope?

Do our own auras change based on the sensation we're experiencing?

What I am feeling, is that I saw my own... But this state doesn't always feel like it's "my own" as much as I am sharing the body with God. Or maybe we have different "bodies" we share with others- beings we can't always perceive, maybe higher dimensions- and this could be like a "higher self" kind of perception/experience?