My Dream

[guest587]

Good morning Steve!

COOL. 

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Had a dream and I was in a library of learning. I was drinking some coffee or an energy drink of sorts and a librarian came up to me and I thought she would say something about my drink in the library but instead she took me off guard and said “ you know we don’t have hardwired here.”

I thought it was a significant epiphany of many people and myself included that they have calcified into being hardwired and fixed in their ways. We develop patterns in our attitudes and behaviors and it is difficult to see how they keep us hardwired and unadaptable as all around us everything is ‘bleeding into one.’ Breaking down behaviors and thought obstacles. Walls that keep us separated from others and entertaining new ways of doing things, to help us grow, expand and break out of old stifling patterns.

Well I thought this dream I had just had a couple of days ago more significant for everyone. Although this morning I had another dream ( I’ve had it 2x now) about a violin case. This time though it was newly being painted a shiny black color. I’ve been thinking about playing my violin, lately. But find my time taken up by meditation and exercise as well as service to others. I just found this link about a case… and found quite a lot of significance that seemed applicable.

https://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/suitcase

[Jitendra Hydonus]

I have this dream that these people are after us and are going to get us. But we run 🏃‍♂️ 🏃‍♀️ up a high
incline hill that is almost the size of a small mountain and go in this large place, then to a remote room where we hide behind a large curtain and they do not seem to be aware of our presence there. After a while I see these cells in my minds eye. They are some what as Ive seen on the internet when I look at these photos of microscopic cells that are radical in nature. They look like small burs and everything is in color and the cells stand out and are even more colorful.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

IMO, if anything or anybody is keeping us hardwired, it can only be ourselves, Steve. If we develop enough love and devotion, there shouldn't be a problem like that.

Many times when I read your comments Uwe I find myself with mixed feelings of agreeing and disagreeing at the same time. I suppose I should be ok with that because I certainly appreciate your presence. Yet I’m not always sure of your personal opinion and perspective as it relates to your comments. My feeling from the dream experience was that I and everyone else is ‘hardwired’ to some extent and most likely much more than we imagine. This was a direct consequence of the dream I recently had shown below…

Had a dream and I was in a library of learning. I was drinking some coffee or an energy drink of sorts and a librarian came up to me and I thought she would say something about my drink in the library but instead she took me off guard and said “ you know we don’t have hardwired here.”

I thought it was a significant epiphany of many people and myself included that they have calcified into being hardwired and fixed in their ways. We develop patterns in our attitudes and behaviors and it is difficult to see how they keep us hardwired and unadaptable as all around us everything is ‘bleeding into one.’ Breaking down behaviors and thought obstacles. Walls that keep us separated from others and entertaining new ways of doing things, to help us grow, expand and break out of old stifling patterns.

I suppose you could say that I agree more with Eric on this dream above ⬆️ that it is one of those dreams in which he talks about spirit ‘manipulating’ our reality to give us significant messages that (IMO) may apply to those around us, ourselves and everyone in this large school house called ‘life’. I also think that music can be that way. And I appreciate your comments about the song I channeled called “All our Heroes”in the creative section of our site, under Creative Tree and ‘Steve’s Music’ because I also feel that song can mean different things to different people although it also has a personal significance. In other words dreams and music as well, can be used to transform us personally and sometimes may be of a higher purpose to send a message to all of us.

I also put the song; ‘One Unselfish Moment’ under that category because they are not words that I would have written but came from a higher source, in spite of a personal question to me. Its like beyond ‘my’ identification.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Just woke up to a dream i which I was back working in mental health again passing meds. But today I seemed to be preoccupied with some what appeared to be free association experiences and appeared to have forgotten to pass the meds to the clients. Keeping ‘on task’ in a timely manner seemed to be an important task of many of the jobs I had during my working years and keeping ‘on task’ appears to be and has been an important aspect of spiritual discipline during my life as well. This I would say was one of the biggest fears we would have back then because it would be a recipient rights issue and we would be disciplined for it. Yet my ‘boss’ knew about it and we could not find any of the med sheets to find out what meds had been passed that day. This would have been an issue involving all the workers that day. We went from room to room looking for them, because apparently they were not in the med room. I remember explaining to my boss that I had an important airplane flight coming in that was going to bring back some information that had been taken from me, and was picturing that at the same time. Suddenly I woke up relieved i had just experienced a dream.

Perhaps we often dream about our deepest fears in life. Or those things that caused us some of the most frustrating moments. I’m not sure why but they live on in our memories and surface quite often in dream landscapes. In the past I also dreamt I was back in college, and had not studied thoroughly enough to successfully pass an important exam. After having dream for years about being back in school I was delighted that i was not dreaming about that any more. My hope and wish is that my dreams in my nightly sojourns can be more about spiritual matters, practicing the presence and meditating even in those
dreams as I do during our day dreams.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

If you're continuously meditating throughout the day, even during daily activities (being actively calm and calmly active) you may note that during unpleasant dreams, old karmas might just be taken from us, or falling away...

Just a thought, Steve. 

It is nice to know that some of your thoughts coincide with my own and my dreams as well. They could point to a deeper meaning toward such dreams. As an example ; I have heard reports for years now about Amish people who live in our area being hit by cars and killed or have been in critical condition as a result of drivers apparently being careless by texting or not driving slow enough when seeing these people in buggies or riding bicycles. Consider for a moment what conversations would be taking place in their communities because of our technology being so destructive or the dangerous nature of those who operate it. The emotions I associate with accidentally hitting someone and having to live with that for the rest of my life seems terrifying.

I was just thinking about how are daily events cross over into our nightlife so that it is difficult to determine and untangle dreams that are more of a supernatural nature from those dreams that are a result of daily life and emotions. Especially since last nite I had a dream in which someone-not me- was being accused of homicide. Yet in the dream I was also questioning whether I myself could have committed homicide or been accused of it.

There can also be, as you mentioned UWE, the element of having committed such a crime in one of countless past lives, that may be why I’m in an area where such things are more common place at the moment. Some of these ‘accidents’ could also be attributable to bad lighting or no lighting on carriages or bicycles. But even if that we’re so, these accidents could be avoided by being extremely cautious at dawn and dusk as well as dark.

I remember driving long distances to see for instance Amma in many of her tours of our country and she said at many of these gatherings that ‘we do not know how many times and at any moment of the journey, that some unforeseen accident can take place and how much are safety and the safety of others is determined by divine grace.’

I often think 🤔 what would some alien race think of the chaotic method we have of driving in such close quarters with others (Much of which is a direct result of population density and growth.) and the chance we have of being distracted or preoccupied causing accidents in our travels. So usually I attempt to remember to ask for divine protection before leaving and upon a return from such trips as well as short ventures in the area. And, at times during the outing remember the presence of the divine as a protection.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

I have this dream I’m on a street corner behind what appears to be fortification. More and more people from another side push up against us and sirens 🚨 blast off in the distance I hear. I’m thinking someone may exchange fire as the tension mounts and suddenly I wake up to write down what I had experienced.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

I have this dream I’m on a street corner behind what appears to be fortification. More and more people from another side push up against us and sirens 🚨 I hear. I’m thinking someone may exchange fire and suddenly I wake up to write down what I had experienced.

After waking up to the last dream I fell back to sleep and have a dream about someone I know. And we sit together on lawn chairs in the middle of a nicely cut back yard and the friend suddenly says to me about someone we know that is irritable. “ You know how I feel about that guy? (Not saying who he meant.) I just nodded my head, in response that I was listening. Because his conversation seemed disjointed and the type you have to just put the pieces together to understand. And he said; “pissed”. I replied “pissed?” knowing that he was talking about someone else that was in a family of four children and he was referring to one of them; the one we knew that was irritable. And he replied; yea $250,000. And I felt a bit ambivalent because he did not exactly say what he meant and also because I felt I knew what he meant. That was that each child would be getting $250,000 when their old man was dead and the house they lived in they had estimated to be worth a total of $1,000,000 which was how much they planned on selling the house for. I just sat there and said nothing because I didn’t know how to respond toward that kind of irritation and my thoughts drifted off on how my attitude was so different towards everything my ‘friend’ had said. I felt quite alienated from having him as a friend at that moment and then woke up.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

“Well. I think sometimes we burn off a little karma in the dream world too. How so... ? ? ? “ ~Eric

Yes we can also create karma there. So it pays to be as conscious as we can wherever we are and whenever.

I’m doing my 9 pm meditation on Sunday nite now…. Hope someone out there joins in!

[guest587]

Hi Steve. That's nice that you're recording your dreams now. To sharpen your conscious awareness. It's 8:08PM central... I will tune in for a little.

Kind regards...

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Hi Steve. That's nice that you're recording your dreams now. To sharpen your conscious awareness. It's 8:08PM central... I will tune in for a little.

Kind regards...

Yea but I felt I was just an observer in that dream last nite. Maybe that’s because of all the meditation practice; observing the breath and observing the mantra etc. but I still like being involved…. Today was kinda weird though. Not every day is a charm. Some days just take a little extra effort.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

I’m explaining to some one that there are a couple people running for president that are spiritual. And that, there are people in the government that are attempting to make a narrative for reality for the public to believe. I think to myself after having that dream, that although there are other details in the dream, I would like to record the essence of the dream so it is possible to read it without it being real long. And after waking from that dream, I feel that my dream was true and that we have discussed such things here on the portal. I also did that through  my last dream I posted #85 here which I felt was rather dismal, although my approach in the dream was getting better since instead of judgement about what the character was telling me I was observing and witnessing his testimony.

I noticed Eric responded to my last dream. Sorry I did not attempt to tell you earlier. I will next time on Sunday so that we have an awareness we are attempting to meditate together.

[guest587]

Don't apologize, I'm on day 2 of consistent night time meditation. Will tonight be day 3? I hope so. Though I'm still making some mistakes in my desired transformation, I am noticing progress overall(with all my goals/lifestyle changes). What matters is we keep on trying. I also think no electronics 30 minutes before bed is helping strengthen my dream recall.

!! Congratulations on being less judgmental with your dreams. I had a similar experience at the work place. That is, I had a productive day- despite furniture crashing and breaking and having to reassemble everything. I got a lot done, but not in the ideal manner. Still, the work got done and the boss was happy with everyone's productivity. I am learning not to judge how things play out.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Don't apologize, I'm on day 2 of consistent night time meditation. Will tonight be day 3? I hope so. Though I'm still making some mistakes in my desired transformation, I am noticing progress overall(with all my goals/lifestyle changes). What matters is we keep on trying. I also think no electronics 30 minutes before bed is helping strengthen my dream recall.

!! Congratulations on being less judgmental with your dreams. I had a similar experience at the work place. That is, I had a productive day- despite furniture crashing and breaking and having to reassemble everything. I got a lot done, but not in the ideal manner. Still, the work got done and the boss was happy with everyone's productivity. I am learning not to judge how things play out.

Well I had a dream last nite in which I was attempting to clear the obstructions to my dreams so they could flow more fluidly. Somehow I after awakening a found the notion somewhat humorous, nevertheless I will admit to having more pleasant associations with my dreams last nite.

Eric, I will attempt to remind you next Sunday that I’m meditating at 9 pm eastern 8 central time… Yes I would like to be a witness in life as well as dreams, but must tell you that some people, seeing that, interpret it as being like being AI or Spock like.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Concurrent with this last post is the idea that we are witnesses of all our lives events and attempt to control
our reactions in an attempt to witness the large play around us. But then we are also reminded of the grace we receive from the Masters. Seeing they provide such grace we ourselves must learn and express the same grace with those who come in contact with our lives.