thank you anne for replying to my post
i feel your words as very reassuring.
once, in between sleep cycles, i woke up feeling a rush of energy race up and down my spine. i was laying on my side but could feel the surge pulsate over the entirety of my body. it felt like i was vibrating up and out of bed. not to shortly after falling back to sleep i remember dreaming of being engulfed by a golden light. a few nights later the same light had entered my dream just before placing me in front of a giant tree, where few observed in silence. the gold gently changed to a beautiful olive and i remember feeling peace both in the dream and after. i'm wondering if this is similar to feeling god through the chakras.
