Message #48179

[weboflife]

O yes, McCoy, we just need to be receptive to whatever comes our way, She gives and we take or swallow as the case may be.

And don't get me wrong, I have much trouble with meditation. I've had a little glimpse into what might be possible. but I can be awfully cerebral and trapped in a mire of thoughts for hours at a time without any hope of focusing. A troubled youth and no doubt many lives of living in a state of letting the mind go wherever it pleases. I'm only 20 years into the kriya journey, some days I feel 20 more lives at least of practicing the technique will be needed. But that's negative thinking, I'm trying to learn to just give all I can and expect nothing...easier said than done! And if all I can give is a scattered mind and attention then I offer it at the end as that's all I have to give.