Message #5762

[Jitendra Hydonus]

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i also went to the extent of trying to share what i believed to be a transmission. i was a bit shy but put faith in it and maybe that's all, "they" needed to see- because later, i removed it after gaining new understanding on the different types of channeling and how it MIGHT work. also i saw that what i typed could have been a battle of reason with self so that i may better understand how i view truth on a personal level
in any case i think this is all build-up to a greater works in the making- i also think i've been channeling for some time but never truly aware of what was happening.....

i'm learning now that simply being around other receptive beings- or anyone in that case, is a form of channeling.


ANYWAYS lol
well after all of this i had a talk with a dear friend today about channeling and the night before prayed to mother asking her what next.(affirmation?) i am grateful for the experience and told her i want to continue growing and learning from this with her

it was very nice and i am VERY grateful  thank you mother! 

thank you

i have been trying to understand this concept: gratefulness. Yet i see it here and it seems to be an integral process of these experiences. i suppose we have many situations that 'could have been a battle of reason with self' It is not uncommon you know. The conscious reasoning process sometimes makes things difficult for us and explanations are not always immediately forthcoming. Perhaps this in itself is a needed confrontation with rational thought. We do not always get closure on situations. Maybe we just need to keep flowing. Flowing along that cosmic stream that the mind dismisses.

Steve Hydonus