Dear Steve,
I found my self saying the same thing this morning to someone... In my mind, it answers your question...
"Even though I am reluctant to meditate sometimes, and have serious screen addiction(so it would seem)... I end up being so grateful for the little internalization and the private world meditation brings. So many answers are coming to life. And we just have to take our step forward and keep trying."
Thanks for the suggestion Eric. Being patient with answers for life’s decisions can often make us somewhat anxious. Take a new step forward in one direction and if seems unsuitable, we can always try another path and see how it works out and what that direction seems to be saying.
I believe I was very fortunate to find my life’s direction at a very young age, and the gurus were there to help. Although I did seek them out. That may be my best solution now again to ask them to help others and myself on the journey that leads to our ultimate fulfillment and enlightenment.
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