I would like to share that my last GF saw things in our relationship that I just can not identify with or say I experienced. Similarly, my Sister saw things while we were living together that felt more like her own drama than the reality of the matter. I think relationships kind of work like that. Because we're all viewing life from a limited lens and unique personality- full of past grievances and present day kinks needing worked on, it seems we all gather something different in our personal relationships. There was no telling my Sister she was the source of her own drama. But I can admit at times I needed to act better, instead of reacting. I am not proud of reacting, I don't think anyone ever really is. Well just the other day my Sister finally came to her senses and apologized to my Dad and I. She told Dad she was holding resentment while we were living together and that was the source of much of her misery. She said she realized she doesn't want to be like that and is choosing to move on from her resentment(which was based on a misconception and derived from Ego). For my Sister, it took a change of scenery. It may also be why we experience 'attraction' and 'repulsion' in relationships. Because we either consciously or unconsciously separate ourselves from the things we have been feeling are disagreeable. And this isn't an attack on my Sister or my last GF- because they each presented me with my own opportunities to understand and rise through as it relates to my Ego and personal dramas.
Alright... With that in mind-
I would also like to share some additional wisdom that really helps me put things in perspective.
Q'uote of the Day
December 12th, 1993
https://www.llresearch.org/channeling/1993/1212
" Shall you wish for a pure heart? Then, inevitably, shall you notice each and every impurity which you perceive in the self. Do you wish to be always the one who offers love? Just as strong as this desire is, so is the strength of your ability to notice unloving acts. And if your desire is to balance being and doing, then you shall surely notice, again and again, that you wish to be given more tools and resources to aid you in combating and working with the self as it is perceived by the self to be acting out of balance. So those things which concern or worry, like this repetition, are not in our opinion negative, but rather merely indicative of where the energy is within each of you… "
Now before the quote this was said..
"In each and every self-perceived imperfection of thought and action, each of you, as you criticize yourselves, gaze at who is criticizing and who is criticized. These are both the self. " https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/omtalks/the-daily-q-uote-t1942-s990.html#p30895To me, though I perceive some of Steve's political ideas disagreeable- like thinking President Trump is Hitler and an evil person- I don't think Steve is *wrong* for thinking these things. Just like I did not agree with my Sisters or even last girlfriends ideas, and I'm sure they did not agree with some of mine, and some of the things they saw are probably things I'm not even aware of or even care to focus on. I can say I believe what Steve see's in Trump or Putin is indicative of the energy in himself and what he chooses to work on.
Steve you have often said you find your self standing up for the little guy. So no doubt, you will find instances of bullying and unjust treatment in society. Why? Because of your desire to stand up for the little guy. You are fulfilling a desire to understand something in your self. And this life is granting you every opportunity to understand it.
I really liked the saying- that this is not negative rather an indication of where the energy is within you. Considering we have much to work on and rise through in this land of duality, this could definitely be indicative of past life and karma in general(as you have often pondered).
