Message #44306

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Eric; I’ve attempted to recognize why I feel so strongly about issues of torture, poisoning and incarceration when unjustified. It is not limited to one political view. Because as you know I also feel strongly about the innocence and need for Julian Assange to be exonerated, and Steven Greer to be recognized, or recently  sinead o conner (here on the portal) to be lastingly remembered for her incisive observations about social issues. Or in the case of conservatives; Liz Cheney to be listened to or senator John McCain not to be belittled for being a war hero. I believe rightly or incorrectly that it is because I imagine myself in prison or in pain from the abuse, solitary confinement and torture administered by others and I am repulsed and feel I must defend them in any way possible because they have been courageous enough to live their truth. Perhaps there is a flaw in my feelings or empathy? I don’t know 🤷‍♂️ Eric. I also am attempting to understand myself in this whole matter. But bored? I would respond that I’ve felt such feelings most my life. And have even responded in defense of classmates or those with differing opinions than my own who I’ve seen as being treated unfairly.

This admission I will make though; I have been around saints and Masters and for the most part, they do not make the suffering of others the cornerstone of their spiritual teachings. There may be an episode, along the way, where I played out a character in solitary confinement, because of my beliefs, that still lingers strongly throughout this incarnation. It’s experiences like these and the responses of others that que us in on reviews of other incarnations. Looking on the bright side, these ‘dark episodes’ in our incarnations, certainly bring compassion and prayers for other’s suffering at the hands of satan’s mischief and strikes against happiness and dharma; the divine plan.