To love with the expectation others love you in return is a misery of its own making. This is my personal belief, and I think the most important thing I can do is get to know God and continue cultivating this personal relationship with Him. Others are free to live life how they choose. You are asking me to answer you in a specific manner, and most of whatever you're talking about is just going over my head at this time. I'm not here to debate your personal beliefs. Good luck young Master.
I see it as all these people who hang on to their ego, including us, will eventually have to give it up anyway. Why not sooner then later? But there’s so much fun and so little time. Right?