That is a loving place you are coming from. I was once awoken early in the AM by a feeling of much love. The feeling deteriorated after I decided to decline the invitation to meditate. I wonder if God weeps for us? I was regretful through out the day... Then I was happy to feel my regret, knowing I would not want to turn away God in such a manner again. Perhaps it is inevitable, but it is my Faith that says I will be graced with these lovely feeling's again... And I believe I will act upon the opportunity, whether it is in the middle of the night or early in the morning, as I have before.
Dear friend, it is lovely 🥰 that you left your admission here for me to read because tonight I woke up to the sound of my breath and silence. I also was sleepy 🥱 but after reading your post i decided to meditate.
May you have these wonderful feelings again!