Message #41746

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Brother Eric

Thanks for the time you put in the last entry above. I do believe that everything is for a reason and is as it is meant to be for our learning. I have this sense that God can speak through the various manifestations around us as you told me before. Yet I also think that the closer we connect to our inner intuition the more we become aware of what various factors and people mean in our life.

Sometimes the expression of our friends also tells us much about our inner awakening is in contrast with what we have yet to achieve. Hearing you talk about the mouse also tells me much about you and your background. Not just the background of this life but rather lives lived before. It confirms more strongly my belief that you lived as somewhat of a medicine man in a past life or perhaps even more. It is fascinating to hear about all the Indian tribes that at one time inhabited our continent. Perhaps 🤔 with a lack of knowledge about some of the advanced meditation techniques we have been given today, Indian tribes used their own methods of divining their surroundings. And maybe even back further was an understanding of the ancient knowledge of yoga among Indian tribes here in this region of the world in a higher age.

It gives me pause to wonder about the various identities you and I have shared throughout the years here. It is almost as though we are seeing parts of our inner nature come to light and being expressed.

The mouse 🐁 is somewhat like a creature from the underworld with it’s ability to dart about and make its appearance out of nowhere. Perhaps that is a bit like me and can annoy others when they attempt to mold their perceptions about me. I have this penchant to let others know my latest revelations and often those around me have a certain routine in their life activities so my latest findings may irritate their routine. It is important to recognize the affect we have on those around us, in our awareness of our unfolding destiny. A mouse can also have a rather jolting presence in our lives when they appear as a flash in our perceptions. Mice can also bring us to an awareness of the details in our life and what details we have left behind so they can make use of them! As you have told us before here… many times we can begin to extrapolate our own meaning to the various animal totems that enter our lives and leave our lives for a time.

I also mentioned to you seeing a patronizing and condescending element in some of the personalities manifesting in my life. It is a subtlety that ego manifests in our own personality at times in this way. We cannot really separate the fact that we have attracted such attributes to ourselves from others, until we have completely changed our attitudes and see this whole motion picture as a movie 🍿 provided by the divine for our ultimate entertainment. And why has this great motion picture come to us in so many aspects? The mystery and the magic seems to be part the role of the creator. Would it not get a bit repetitive if there were no alluring characters and scenarios that keep our lives full of surprises and and new dramas? Yet experiencing bliss is also ever new when it happens and to the extent we can prolong the experience that takes our journey beyond the world and its ultimate distractions. First though, the soul has to be convinced of such divine ecstasy, which in itself is part of the process towards enlightenment. Faith is partially developed and grace increases its strength.