Message #41404

[guest587]

Thank you Steve, this is very nice.

I get a little perturbed when someone in my direct lineage takes advantage of a kindness and drunkenly showers me with their aggression. No doubt, the karma of my own making. It is only the ego that becomes unsettled. Truly it takes a Master to be patient with those so close to Him, who would take advantage of his service. Think of a loving mother, sacrificing her own ego for the happiness of her child. I had an impatient attitude towards my Mother growing up, impatient attitude learned from my Father and others- our karmic bonds are not ours alone.

I hope to meditate to dissolve the karma acquired by my lineage. And all of us are working on it, in our unique ways. I suppose meditation and emptying ourselves is the best way to receive Gods Light- which has the power to transcend earthly knowledge and grant us elevated perceptions.

I find with where I am at in life I don't enjoy much junk food anymore. I really appreciate the flavor of water, and whole fruits and vegetables. I don't care for emotional eating or excess anything. I really enjoy bathing in the rising and setting sun. I'm not always "there" the place you are describing and am still working through the hormones accredited to a physically active 30 year old male. This too is a joy for understanding.