Message #30269

[Jitendra Hydonus]

After reading your dreams again I get the feeling that the mind has difficulty understanding the details of many experiences in our life. Sometimes though; we do experience a gestalt in which we understand what has happened with the person/event and our selves. We realize the momentum that thrusts us forward and what has held us in the grip of such events...that happened prior to such occasions. You mentioned after your experiences you were unable to attend school the next day. Quite often I have felt inertia after having encounters that heavily affect me. It is like an epiphany that a fundamental change in attitude has taken place and that the full impact has yet to be determined.

We may find answers in unforeseen circumstances. For instance in reading this reply or reading your dreams again much later it seems easier to focus on and watch. Somewhat like a good film you see more than once; you realize you missed parts of it and find more hidden humor and wisdom. Perhaps that is why I was drawn back to this thread thru some providential force. Many times our lives just need to follow pace with inner realization, reflections and meditation rather that outer stimulation and action. We are observers of an immense phenomena that has been given to us with no charge. We didn’t even have to pay to enter this theatre but we certainly bare some responsibility from the watching and what we learned from the cinema. We may not see another such show that takes us over the top again for a while... whether it’s seemingly benevolent or malefic, irrespective of our human attitudes judgements and mindsets.

I am also now much more receptive to mind melds with others and what they mean to us. Certain people come in our own shows to reveal us to ourselves, inspire us and even hold us back from potential spiritual harm. Although the impact of such encounters cannot always be assimilated logically. Rather it comes to us as an awareness that widens our field of awareness and perception and changes some of our attitudes while increasing our appreciation. Thanks for sharing your time and experiences here Eric. One of the fascinating aspects of this spiritual journey is that we can look back and see that there is always someone or something way ahead of us giving us inspiration and blessings without observance of the linear aspect of time and our understanding of time and space.