Steve, I'm happy you're able to come to these conclusions and find peace. I think about you as well and feel a loving sensation in my heart. =)
It's kind of like how I feel for my Sister- we've been little nasties to one another. Now, not so much. No matter the stage in our life, we are family. I hope others realize that a difference of opinion is welcomed here, which is a rare quality in todays overly-political climate. Life doesn't have to be so serious- we aren't telling others how to live their lives. What's right for one is wrong for another. We do share our inspirations and interest- and encourage members to do the same. We can navigate life easier when operating from our personal experiences rather than responding from excess media consumption or isolated instances found in virtual reality.
I noticed in another thread you talked about maintaining your disciplines and not letting people rob you from your exercises. I tend to agree, don't let anyone outside yourself rob you of your happiness. I had the thought today while running, life can be experienced in an infinite number of ways- and there are infinite circumstance teaching us how to discover and operate from a place of inner-joy. Resolve, nurture, receptive, willing. We're learning as God wishes. He is so close to us, and we aren't often aware of how intimate that ultimate relationship really is.
Little reminders like the above, from worthwhile friends, keep our mind in the right attitude. Most everyone I've met on the internet 🛜 seems to demand trust while barely knowing one another. That is very premature. Trust is gained over the years and true friendship is worked on for incarnations.... not just in one life.