Yes, I am inspired by Casey's website and have found her to be a big support system.
You have been as well. I am hoping we can talk more about what you've written above on the phone soon, if time permits. I may not be available until Tuesday.
But here's what I found my self just saying over at the other forum,
"What I really need to work on, and be careful with, is my sexual energy. I actually enjoy my sexual energy and don't think that's what's wrong but it is how I put it out there that concerns me. I don't want to creep or force myself, or create awkward exchange. I want the fun to be there, but in a mutually beneficial kind of way. At times it would seem my carnal desires cloud the judgement and fantasy becomes stronger than reality. The urge to satisfy that impulse can become intoxicating and pushes me to an irrational edge. I would like to learn how to transform those primal energies and carry them up the spine as was mentioned in the recent video you shared. I did not see any technique for how to do so in the book."
So you see- we are more aligned than either of us know.
We have been talking about the techniques here now since this site started. As you know I just gave you many techniques here from Sri Yukteswar’s Holy Science. What has become habit over many incarnations is not solved over night and perhaps not even in one lifetime; as I myself have observed.
In the last readings we have discussed these factors as contributing to creating better habits; environment, company and the dwelling place of man. But we have already been exposed to Kriya which reverses the flow of energy up the spine. And last, but not least the grace of God and the company of the gurus.
I think it wise to also recognize that balance plays a part in many areas of our life, especially with a subject like preservation of the species. Someone wanted to make human beings and their lives important and so having them multiply was made much easier with a strong sexual orientation. The paradox of life is God’s rather complex Conundrum of a spiritual existence contrasted by the proliferation of the species.
You are part of my consciousness, we work on this together Brother. Today I’m going back to the woods. The beauty of nature is one of the best ways I’ve found to keep on track with meditation, energizing, exercise and mindfulness of higher states of consciousness.
