Message #36434

[guest88]

depends on how you perceived the path your friend was instructed to take. was it understood as difficult, and yet you were taken by surprise?

it reminds me of a dream i've had concerning my families views towards my work. im only just now articulating this, but i've had dreams of working with my boss and performing circus like acrobatics. i've also had a dream that a young man was going down a certain path and the father was angry because he believed it to be the wrong one. as far as ability to make income is concerned.

i understand it now that maybe the job has something more to offer me, more than monetary and that i might be able to make a living out of this job yet. surprising the preconceived notions of others and performing in tricky situations.

in the dream with gurunath i was actually smoking from some kind of artifact and he had me inhale deep and there were red strings/fibers at the top of the thing i was inhaling from which were meant to go into my throat. i coughed a bit as the red strings shot into my throat.

a friend told me she is going through a lot with the full moon and says i am very nurturing. this is a pleasant surprise, often i don't feel my self worthy of kind titles.