Message #4763

[Jitendra Hydonus]

i apologize....

i do not understand.

i am soul ,,,,body second.

there...has been much talk about fantacizim on my part....umm....?  excuse me
i still do not understand...?   i really do not...

because..i live in Reality..soul first body second...

God first..this "earth second".....

so..who's fantaciszim is real...Yours or Mine "

and to whom...is my Reality a Fantaciizm"....??

This..is Bothering me quite badly.....

God..does not judge....


no one, ,,,who is still asleep...will judge me..nor will i let their thoughts affect me.


especially...ones whom are still asleep...will they pull me asuder  noooooo.....

i...am That of God...Om.....((((((( aum )))))))

is this...the lesson i must learn   forsake those whom assume otherwise  


label me...as fanatic of God...i do not care.


i Love all..........i do not care....what others think of me in process..

to the ones whom call me "one who fantasizes"..ones whom label me as "freak"...i love you all......

i Love.  just as God does..without conditions..undoconditonally i love all...

lable me..i still love ya !!   

freud...einstein...jung...and all souls....

Hugs and Love to you......

understanding, love,,,and knowledge...i pray unto you....

Love & (((((( Hugs)))))
bn

Jai Guru Jai Ma

Are these people around you where you live Annie? i have read recent posts but have not found anything or anyone remotely saying anything about your fantacizing or fanaticism. Your statements leave me puzzled. They are open ended and do not refer to anything or anyone. So that is why i ask you is that an experience you encounter around where you live? You see i lived in Michigan for many years. Many people do not understand us there. You might benefit by reading the life of Amma. Many people thought she was fanatical and fantasizing. She eventually proved she was indeed telling the truth. Have you been on this path for a very long time? Some of us get extremely enthusiastic when we start on a path and it becomes quite a surprise for others in our lives when it disrupts their way of seeing us. i hope some of this helps. Everyone fantacizes to a degree. This is human. Sometimes we are not aware of it though and others can help us realize it. Although if someone is not loving while doing this it is most likely that they themselves carry the same vibration. Otherwise they would not recognize it in you.

Reality? How can any of us say we live in reality? This you see is the biggest joke that God has played on us. We all are divine yet we live in a fantasy of our own making. That includes me and everyone.... Accept those that are able to see thru the fantasy. Those who are awakened. Those who are enlightened and divine.

Not everyone will understand our early experiences with the divine. Sometimes they are sacred and others will interpret them wrong. i have had SRFers interpret some of my experiences wrongly not to mention worldly people. So sometimes i have kept such experiences to myself as a result. i find that it is best to surround myself with those who affirm my spiritual life rather than deter it. i want to add in closing that we are very happy to have you with us, you have contributed much to this forum. Thank You. May we continue to feel your presence here.

As you know the heading you have put this under is in regards to your chart. Through years ahead this reflects a time of powerful relationships for the purpose of transformation. Just be careful that underhanded techniques are not used by others to make you feel as though your path is not correct. People drain and reinforce energies. It is important to recognize the place that energy plays in your relationships with others.

Steve Hydonus