your message....could not have 'appeared' at a 'better time'....timely indeed

was feeling rather alone....in a way. in a way...not.

when one finds Gods Love again....one gets eager to share. God loves in many ways......many forms it takes shape.
much of society....denies love and happiness....which saddens my heart. when one tries to share love and happiness,,,,it is mis-read by society also....

soul is direct piece of God. God is love. a "Big bundle of energy love in the sky".....He/She is...our All Loving Friend, Love and Parent.
i remember encountering hate, greed, guilt.....when young. it scared me. if there was not love,,,,i was repelled. and i was repelled,,,by much in this world.
i felt,,,,very much out of place...fish out of water. so i shrank from society,,,,shyness. i kept away...shunned myself. there was not much love here.
i would...shut myself away in room,,,and cry....cry out for love. and then,,,a pretty light would appear behind closed eyes....and it spoke nice things to me. it showed me love....and sometimes the light would take me with it...away from this cold and dark place.
then...it would make me go back into body....which,,,i would not want to do, sooooo i would fly away. run,,,so i not have to go back into that 'thing' again...but, it would give chase,,,,this light. it would chase me until it caught me,,,and then made me go back into body.
you must learn more....it would say to me. sooo...i would 'battle' the light,,,"nope, i am not goin' back,,,no way"......then, SLAMMO ! back into bag o bones i go.

ssooooo...my path is here now.....
many more lessons to learn.....much more to listen to...and more 'yoda talking to do' ....

sometimes,,,i am not sure why i share what it is i do.......i do not ask why anymore because there must be Reasons behind It....

Jitendra...you are a kind soul...i appreaciate your words and generosity, very much so.
as i do...with many other souls here also at the site _/\_
sometimes, i may come across as strange or different or too loving at times......
we are souls...soul does, as soul is. Love.
when one sends love to another soul.....the receiving soul, will use is this love in the manner it is needed.....meaning,,,,as God does. God loves in 3 ways....friend, parent, love.
if receiving soul..is in need of a friends love...then receiving soul will use the love sent in this manner.
if soul is in need of parental love...then receiving soul will use sent love in parental manner....etc...
(((Hugs)))
bn