Message #40353

[guest587]

pilot license, drugged and operated on

in the first dream, i am driving a highway to an abandoned lot. i am looking for a facility that is going to teach me how to become a pilot. the skies are dark and the lot looks empty, its like an abandoned junkyard- just a lot of brown dirt and mud hills. i park my car and know im at the right spot. i walk over a mound and see on the other side a facility. it's the right place. inside the facility i see my aunt tammy(my uncles wife) and she and the few others are completely naked. there's absolutely no sexual energy here, it's like a shared male and female locker room. they're going to teach me to pilot a small craft in order to get my license. the facility has everything i need- food, a bunk for sleeping... even iced coffee. the machine for the ice coffee is really strange and my friend david is there rushing me telling me how to use it. i punch him and tell him i'll figure it out. when it comes time to pilot the craft i choose an old fighter jet the f15.

before waking up i remember being in the cockpit and going down the runway with it. i remember my instructor, he seemed like a famous actor of some sort... and we were communicating back with the tower. this was his operation and i noticed people were very casual over the radio. this part of the dream is blending with my hitting david trying to get ice coffee out of this very futuristic machine. it is assumed a lot of time has passed with my staying at this facility.

i wake up... it's 4:15AM and i have a busy day of work so i decide not to record and be bothered by bright lights but instead go back to sleep. as i try to fall back asleep i am recalling my dream, i am confident i will remember it.

when i fall back asleep, the second dream is harder to remember. there are scenes... and it ends with being operated on- my grandma who has since passed is there watching the operation with concern.
in one scene i remember a woman martial artists advancing through a series of obstacles.

in another, and this is very lude- is a attractive hispanic woman messaging my mom. my mom is put off and hides the phone. i ask her whats going on and take the phone to see this girl is in a movie theatre texting who she thinks is my dad or a man pictures of herself topless. suddenly i'm there like watching a movie, there is a black guy having sex with her in the movie theatre- he is holding up cash and she is exposing herself on camera. the feeling is she is soliciting herself. its a very gross feeling and im following this girl around for some reason- she is being used by others for money. someone's last request is for her to touch a donkey inappropriately. its like i am there witnessing, like i'm a ghost in the scene. i am both grossed out and curious to this girl. she's there emotionless going through the motions. its very upsetting actually. i start thinking this is animal cruelty.

in another scene i remember someone cheating in basketball and being discouraged. i tell whoever is there why should i bother playing if this person is going to cheat regardless.

by the end of this dream i am on an operating table. my cardiologist is there. the hispanic girl that was there doing things for money is my nurse. someone, before my cardiologist came in to operate- had drugged me. in fact, before being operated on i was walking around this building extremely high. this operation took place in my mouth. the nurse injected blood into me. and she was surprised to see blood coming out from a corner of my mouth. there was a technical term used here but i can't remember... but she wrote it down, something about what she was witnessing was strange and not a part of the described operation.  it's 6:45am and even though it's only been just a little over two hours it feels like a lot more has happened in this dream recall.

and i remember the idea of walking around high- like someone implanted this in me. i don't remember getting high, and this drug is way more potent than any kind of marijuana. on the operating table, the doctor tells me to look at this static black and white screen- there is a buzzing and vibrating happening in my mouth. there are numbers on the screen. first its 10 seconds, then its 59 seconds- then its 40 some odd seconds. my grandma is there to tell me that it was actually a 3 hour operation, she is a concerned onlooker. during the operation i feel the doctor and the vibration and im hallucinating that my face is being ripped off. its terrifying- i know i am under drugs and that something about this isn't real- but i still feel the fear. i get these ideas of pain. and the drugs are taking the pain into warped heights. when i come out of the operation the doctor said something implying that i chose to do the drugs or was going to go trip on drugs after the operation... none of which i can say is true. it was another idea being implanted in me...

my grandma was there to comfort me as i was walking around what had to be a hospital building. its strange i felt like i was in DC and before i woke up i saw these buildings facing each other. four buildings- a north, west, east and south. i saw hillary clinton there and she was explaining something to me. as much as i don't like hillary clinton she saw something in my eyes and took a liking to me. i saw something in her eyes that suggested compassion... she had deep vibrant marble blue eyes. in waking life i think this woman is quite evil. she was impressed i noticed the buildings, for whatever reason. and asked me what i thought about them. i said they were nice.

i wake up....


some notes, strange obervations...
before this dream yesterday during work i felt a pin sensation in my left arm. the small prick of pain actually had a red rash around it, exactly in the spot where someone who receives a vaccine would go. not sure if this operation is connected...

i am wondering if i am dreaming in any way of my nights at the hospital and the psychiatrist who tried to prescribe me way too much xanax. i never wanted the xanax, i wonder if this is related?

also interesting to note was instead of drawing blood the nurse was putting blood inside me... and that blood was leaking out of the corner of my mouth- though she put blood in my right arm...i felt a sensation in my left shoulder/veins after she did it.

there are others in our dream community log who are also experiencing being operated on by ET's(it's all being recorded around the same time).