Message #34201

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i saw carolina and hugged her. i carried her in my arms as we talked with others. she liked it a lot.

afterwards i am marching outdoors in line with others. theres a man explaining money to us, i think its calvins dad and he is testing us.

last portions of dream im again outdoors in satsang with gurunath. he applies sandalwood on himself and makes some kind of oil in front of everyone, saying each ingredient, and then chanting into a bowl. someone next to me yearns to feel the chanting in their heart. gurunath stands up and walks through the crowd. he comes up to me and others and i think uses his thumb to put the oil on my forehead. i immediately go from sitting to falling on my back and am enjoying the sensations as i look at the sky and close my eyes. he reappears later in the middle of a crowd of people behaving like children and ask who we think the greatest musician was- someone else answers and i long to tell him, "a sufi!" but i don't get the chance. instead he leads in song and claps his hands getting others to join. he strung an instrument and the b sounded like "booze" (boosh) i think a reference to alcohol. it had a strong and low reverberation.

at the very end i wake up naked laying on concrete in the sun. i wonder if im homeless and im changing my age and physical appearance before crawling through some kind of bleachers and waking up to this body.