Message #34190

[guest88]

two layered dream.
in one layer/reality i am reviewing my past and recent relationships. i am being shown certain relationships are dead, like with brenda, but i am holding on to one-sided behaviors that bring me comfort.

simultaneously,
in the other layer/reality i am in my house scared for my life. there is an energy, dan. he is an online stalker. i think he wants to kill me. the feeling is he works for a police styled organization as a cover to hide his ill-intentions. i think he is middle aged, tousled brown hair and leaves his shirt tucked in. danger is imminent.
i am frantically setting up extra lines of defense and moving around my house in the dark when dan approaches. i carry a large kitchen knife close to my chest. i quietly put the back side light on. i sneak and prop a kitchen chair up against the back door, out of sight. i notice my dog under the kitchen table(just one, is it tye my last dog?) calm and resting. my heart is racing and my awarwness floats to my neighbors house, sammy(no longer my neighbor) with the hopes he can help me. his lights are on and they are home. dan is close and my online friend, steve from spiritual portal is remotely singing a song/mantra to me as an offering and protection
"oh eric(om eric?) babaji, forever." he repeats in a melody.

PS I don't think this is any Dan we know... NO OFFENSE INTENDED <3