Daemoons Dream Journal

[guest587]

I think like in our life events, sometimes God has a sense of humor in our dreams. Listening to Sadhguru talk about being conscious in everything it reminded me of you when he said… be more conscious in; sex, dying, eating and…….’SLEEPING’. You have taken sleeping to a transcendental level.

There just seems to be so many lapses of awareness in life’s activities. It is a constant challenge to have our attention span on what we are doing and to do it consciously!

Thanks Steve. I still intend to watch the videos you posted. Presently I am in the living room and we have a movie blaring in the background. I just wanted to share that I think sometimes dreams can be warnings too.

Here's the dream as I recall,

amazing drum skills, cocaine

i don't play the drums...

but in last nights dream i was playing the drums in a very appealing way. it was an extremely creative rhythm.

by the end of the dream my first gf's "friend" art was there complimenting on my drumming and i smuggled a sock with cocaine the old fashion way... which excited everybody and we did cocaine before i woke up. the color of the sock and everyones clothes were black.

i went to bed really late(for me) just past midnight, and woke up just before 6. very little sleep.



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And here's my interpretation later on...

This morning, I did a little research on my dream. Curious to potential meaning. https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/omtalks/group-log-document-your-daily-dreams-log-only-t1618-s2445.html#p28582

It started coming together later on. One, I almost had an episode at work and had to run and grab my black compression socks. The black socks have been a thing today, I thought about the dream again when I was holding my regular black socks after working out.

Two... Basically, I have to be carful with what I'm pulling out of my ass(Smuggling the drug out for others the old fashioned way. Not seeing reality as is but creating desire webs/wants).

It seems I am enjoying a different rhythm, or learning how to get used to one.

And the cocaine symbol is a dangerous element, suggesting to be cautious with my desires. I am energetically pushing my lesser desires(mostly sexual) out in my circles, including where I work and perhaps it is becoming noticeable by others. And even though it may seem exciting(humans being drawn to drama), it is not a healthy thing(a drug)... and considering the reality of the different situations it might even be a potential breach of moral conduct.

I don't pretend I am a saint, and I don't admit to having the answers.

But trying to form some meaning I think it might be wise to transmute the sexual desires in a more agreeable or creative manner. I hope I can create harmony and not chaos. Sometimes I struggle with wanting to appease the little self. Life is short... and all too often, the what ifs excite me.

However... I think this dream is a forewarning.

I've read a lot of wisdom from HIK(hazrat inayat khan) and I can hear his lessons on the spirituality of renunciation. There is a greater self we aren't always aware of, and the joy from that realization is often described by PY(paramahansa yogananda) as ever-new bliss. I don't think that realization is preoccupied with lesser, carnal desires. But I also remember reading that true renunciation comes when the soul is ready... If you renounce something not because you actually want to but think it will shortcut you to selfless awareness/Self Realization, it just won't happen.

Indeed I have strong carnal desires at times and even seek a little promiscuous activity from feeling bored or lonely with day to day routine. But... I actually enjoy structure and have since learned that often ideas are greater than the reality of a situation. Maybe I have to undo what I've already done... Or can change course while I'm at this fork in the road. Choice...

[guest587]

I tried the, "I am not my body, I am not my thoughts" suggestion before bed and ended up having an OBE.

I think there was a female presence observing everything and it was kind of eerie. Not threatening- but overpowering and highly intelligent.

little boy, OBE... unknown presence

the first dream i have is of an intelligent little boy who appears 1 or 2 years of age, but is much smarter than that. he has sandy blonde hair and he is telling me he wants to go in my backyard to pee. my girl dog is there with us, and he(the little boy standing by my side) feels scared. i feel the eerie sensation he is picking up on, like someone is watching us. it's about 1AM in the dream, and so i open the door to the backyard and turn on the lights. the girl dog is running along the fence-line investigating the area. i see a giant bush that does not belong in my backyard, and the feeling like someone is watching us is overpowering. i see an orb of light fly across my peripherals just before waking up. i wake up with the urge to pee, noting the similarities in the dream.

as i go back to sleep i have an OBE. it comes with ease. i am actually enjoying the tired in between sensation of pulling myself out from my body and getting out of bed. i stand there a little noting to myself, yup this is an OBE. i then glide across the floor, stick my hands up and push myself through my closed door. i go down the stairs and the girl dog is again here, anticipating me. she sees me. i make note that she does. i feel the joy coming from her. it's nice. then my dad comes in the scene, and he talks to me. this confuses me, how can he talk to me if i am out of body? i ask him if he sees me, he says of course. suddenly i am sitting on the couch going through a sequence of dream details that i can't recall. instead, everything feels as if it is actually happening. i am almost convinced i am actually awake and going through the motions with my family in the living room. it isn't until mom and dad are doing something strange and so early in the morning, and the presence of a female unknown when all of a sudden i remind myself, this isn't happening. i say aloud, i am actually laying in bed right now. with that realization i wake up in bed.

it's 5:33AM when i come to log.

[guest587]

In the above dream it was suggested to me that I was the little boy and the woman presence is one spirit that has been with me since my youth. Yes as a little boy I did have sandy blonde hair and I was afraid of my connection to the unseen. I felt phantom touches, smelled phantom scents, heard whispers from people that weren't there. I think I turned it off as a child and had to rediscover things through out life. I believe this woman has been with me since childhood and is letting me know there's nothing to fear.


Last nights dream is interesting because there were so many parallels to my sister in this waking life- and I think of the "movie projector" that is this life and found it kind of amusing that I enjoyed disturbing peoples attitudes and views towards the movie they were watching, bringing their attention to the projector rather than the content of the film...


the dream:

chased with my friend chase. parallels to my sisters real life and dream life. enjoying disturbing peoples movie experience

my sister invites me somewhere(i'm actually meeting her later this morning having been invited to yoga)
in the dream she has invited me to a school, it's an alternate timeline

her voice is hoarse(in real life she was recently sick too)
my friend chase is with me

we're in line at a school in colorado(she went to college in golden colorado and says she wishes she lived there).

it's like a lunch time feeling and we're waiting in line to be checked in at the school. every student there is required to check in using this little machine that scans their fingerprints before allowing them safe passage.

i'm watching the young man infront of me confused by the instructions from the machine, and then i'm next. i'm tempted to just break the machine... i don't remember if i actually let it scan my fingerprints, but next thing i know chase and i are running.

a david harbour look a-like is chasing us down a hall. he has tendrils for hair and reaches up towards the tendril and throws a dagger towards chases feet. we're yelling at each other about trading prisoners of war. he(d.h) yells he'd rather trade a celebrity, i yell to him that he really sucks in this timeline before chase and i proceed to the next scene.

we're being chased now from multiple characters in the dream- it's nighttime setting and we're running across a parking garage and into a movie theatre.
i remember chase taking the lead and going straight into the theatre and across the top towards a back exit.

its kind of strange but it feels like i am beginning to enjoy being chased by so many people in the dream. when i get into the theatre i pause and think to myself i will float across the projector. i blink up into the air with my hands by my side and slowly float across the empty space- and my shadow is cast on the movie for having float across the projector. i hear people complaining that i am blocking the movie screen and i seem to really enjoy this.

wake up. i find it rather amusing i enjoyed disturbing peoples viewing experience- directing their attention to the projector rather than whatever is being displayed on the screen. i wonder if this is because i shared how i understand the 1111 communication takes place- even sharing caseys illustration of conscious/subconscious/superconscious.


EDIT: I fell back asleep and people were coming into my home. People I knew. Except there were two or three kids being mischievous trying to force their way in my house and I had to ward them off. I got aggressive and they weren't certain if they should come in. They were pretending like they needed help and I told them firmly I'm not interested- I could see the one guy in the back eyeing the situation as his buddy was trying to convince me to let him in my house. I knew they were up to no good, and their story was bs. 

[guest587]

Very unique animals in my dreams last night...

There were three I had to choose.

And the details of these animals was astounding.

I chose a white wooly mammoth with icy blue eyes.

I chose a white elephant with a pale blue head.

And I chose a purple jaguar.

The overall message was that these animals are no longer in their infancy- the two elephant animals are full spectrum but the jaguar is in his transitory phase not quite fully matured- but not a child either.

I see these aspects makeup a part of my personality. In the dream I was faced up against a challenger, on more than one occasion and was shown this challenger wanted to cheat- but that each time the cheating meant exposure and failure. I understand that patience and persistence is the only way to succeed with transformative powers. A lot of what I hope to achieve requires changing energy dynamics- understanding reward seeking behavior, impulse, and having the ability to let go of thoughts as they float across the Ego.

[guest587]

teaching others how to pick up 3D imagery on a flat surface.

i'm being taught how to view a 3D image on a 2D surface. there is an experiment in a classroom setting. there is a tiled square and we're supposed to create a cross section in the middle of the square with which we run our big toe across and in so doing we realize that portion of the image has become magnified. i then proceed to lean forward and lean back and realize there's hidden text and the images are changing. no one else has really picked up on it yet. one girl puts her hand in my back jean pocket and leads me back to the paper and ask me to explain again. i can tell she enjoys touching my butt in front of everybody. i try to explain to her and everyone it's like a 3D ruler, where you tilt the ruler forward and back to see a 3D image- people still don't see it, but i start to pick up an entire different world on the paper.

wake up..

[guest587]

Over the last two nights I have had my dreams interacting directly with my "waking" life.

For example... I seem to have developed (potentially) toenail fungus on my big toenail. There's a off-white spot on my right toe. I did some research and found tea-tree oil is a suitable way to combat the fungus. So I took a cotton swab and applied liberally on the spot.

Later that night, characters in my dream were curious what I was doing from earlier in the day. "What are you doing to your toe?" they asked. I didn't realize how unique it was until after I woke up. In the dream I just answered, "applying tea tree oil to help fight toenail fungus."

But when I woke up I thought, how curious... Characters from my dreams are asking me about details from my waking life. It made me question whether or not this life we call "wake" is also a dream.

...As a side note- I have a stress fracture on my right foot. My 60 lbs dog stepped on it in a way that his claws dug into my foot between my big toe and second toe and cracking something near the ball of the foot. It has been over a month and the pain has subsided, but it is still there- making certain exercises a little difficult.

Well in last nights dream, aside from being the subject of a strange experiment- I received medical attention on my foot.

Interestingly enough, the pain feels less as of this morning. Still there, a little bit.

But usually when I wake it up there is a screaming pain for the first few seconds. Not this morning.

So for two nights in a row the "awake world" and "dream world" have become more clearly connected to each other where actions and inquiries made in the place we call reality carry over in the dream world. Maybe meditation is keeping my ability to be present in both worlds alive or is strengthening the abilities of the "observer." It seems like maybe I'm awake in both worlds.

[guest587]

dream with steve, jennifer aniston, beautiful alien birds, the moon contacting earth

i remember being on different websites, all of which had ads featuring jennifer aniston drinking a smoothie. it felt very intrusive and became annoying. there's some kind of chatbot collecting peoples information and compiling stories. i go to my friends website and find the same annoying ad. i find my friend steve from the spiritual portal, pull him aside and tell him that this ad is circulating on every website i've been to. he tells me he'll keep it because he gets paid for every person that clicks on it. it's understandable. the setting in this recall is "dusk"

later i am witnessing a unique operation where a crew of people come together to put on, "20 inch blades on the impala." it starts off like a music video, i see my hs friend jason there in charge of the operation. different characters are rapping and other characters are collecting rims and swapping out the old ones, people move like a racecar team changing the wheel. i am joking when they finish that its time to do it all over again- but the amount of effort it took just to do one was too much and no one finds the joke all that funny except me. there's some kid with blonde hair and we try to joke around with him calling something gay but it turns out the kid actually changed his sexual orientation and we had to put a halt to the jokes.

after this i am walking in a line with a bunch of people. i have an incredible amount of weight on my back. i don't know what i'm carrying but it's heavy. my family is here with me, we're all moving in the same direction. suddenly i hear beautiful bird calls. these gorgeous burnt orange and deep blue birds swoop into the scene. so many fly by me and everyone walking is entranced. i feel happy to have one almost land on me. there are so many birds, and some land on some branches and open their wings- i see black swirling patterns on them. it's a beautiful sight. the blue kind of shifts from deep blue to electric blue. i am walking at a struggled pace due to the weight on my back, but i manage to haul it all with me to our final destination. even though it was heavy, i was able to keep up with the others. the setting at our final destination is again "dusk" and ambient and i am relieved from having to carry whatever the heck was in my backpack.

wake up to pee. finish recording at 2:14am =P happy june 14th.


I fall back asleep and dream I am on a train and notice the moon is extremely close to the Earth. I am told by a few people in the know that the moon is going to crash into the Earth or, "make contact" that night.

[guest587]

Gommorah, Dragons, Terraforming, Invisible World, Mahumaudi

once again, intense dreams- little recall.

the first dream before waking up to use the restroom i am learning about the genealogy of Gomorrah.

wake up to pee.

go back to sleep and i am between worlds, there is an unseen world being radically terraformed. i am ale to walk between the seen and unseen with a few others. i am the one responsible for terraforming the landscape. i manically find these purple expanding octopuses that grow and grow and grow, until they are larger than the towers of a castle. to walk between worlds i go through a gate with others, some people walk through the gate and they are in the other world- some people walk through the gate and they are in the same world, having gone nowhere, except on the other side of the gate. there's some crucial data that i am missing. can't recall it... just know there's a huge chunk around here not being properly retained.

there's a grimey man guarding this gate. when i approach he tries to shake me down for my visa. i am with someone- we are dragons. humans, but dragons. my dragon is gold. i don't know if the other dragon with me is black. there are i think four human-dragons in total. the first dragon walks through the gate no problem. because i am held up i grab the man by his jaw. i put so much pressure his teeth crack. he is still acting like a punk but i've found my visa, which is also gold. as i go through the gate and to the other world the terrforming process has already begun.

there's a young woman who is a red dragon that is trying to transform, but there's an older brother red dragon that is trying to prohibit her transformation process. i see her laying against the castle wall as she is struggling to transform, its like she is being born. the frantic brother is crawling along the wall coming to her. he is attempting to eat her.

as we teleport i also remember a beautiful woman wearing black and green, she was a green dragon. i only see her now with my limited recall in a tunnel of sorts. just the colors black and green. she has jet black hair. she is the green dragon.

i can't remember this well, it definitely feels like i was in two worlds. i think perhaps i've changed something in my self which is the reason for the radical transformation dream. the feeling of the other world is somewhere in London.

as i move closer to a wakeful state i receive a lecture and hear a name. it's the only word i remember.

sounds like this:
"Mahumaudi"

(Just tried Google Translate and it picked up a language called, 'Cebuano' and Mahumaudi translates to- "come back")

But the name sounds more middle eastern- with a harshness in the accent that rolls everything together.
"Mahum" means "Moons Light" ...
And "Adi" - "The One Who Charges" or "Jewel" or "First Born"
and apparently, "Mahamari" means "Killer"

[Jitendra Hydonus]

I wonder how many dreams you feel you are getting spiritual training in as opposed to dreams that are experiences? I just ask this because last nite I had this dream in which I was given some insight into how others have seen me, which was helpful. Most likely I’ll share it.

[guest587]

Some people have referenced the place we call sleep and dreaming as being awake. There are messages from dreams, ultimately understood as Self communicating with self.
We don't always remember what we dream, and even our ability to recall accurately can be misconstrued. But there are moments of clarity that often inspire.

It's a practice to develop your concentration, and an ability to be awake in these other realms.

Now is all we have. Namaste Brother. 

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Some people have referenced the place we call sleep and dreaming as being awake. There are messages from dreams, ultimately understood as Self communicating with self.
We don't always remember what we dream, and even our ability to recall accurately can be misconstrued. But there are moments of clarity that often inspire.

It's a practice to develop your concentration, and an ability to be awake in these other realms.

Now is all we have. Namaste Brother. 

I suppose that awareness is important in all aspects of our life. Especially since we practice it in meditation. Yet I wonder, is there a time we really need rest from all the minds activities? I have found that constant concentration can also be exhausting.

[guest587]

Of course. Rest is a crucial aspect to strength. What I have discovered is that we have the freedom to choose our battles and to what depths we wish to explore an opportunity. God is eternally patient, and, we may not always understand a message as it comes. We may also decide trying to do so is counter-productive to the loftier goals we hope to accomplish in our day to day. God, in all of His Splendor, is able to relay the same message through different faces and different stages of our personal development. 100 years is nothing to our Eternal Beloved. And there is no one better capable of understanding why you're here and what you hope to learn than you and God.

[guest587]

July 9th 2023

A moment of lucidity, dreaming of going to sleep while in the astral... Descends into powerful dream symbols...

i dream that as i am attempting to fall asleep in my bedroom there is a phone next to me picking up interference like a radio. i listen in and it's policemen talking to each other. the room is filled with dusk, ambient amber light is oozing everywhere.

later i am climbing a ladder of sorts. its more like a symbolic image in the minds eye. at one stage in the upward ascension i am with a young boy and his family who are sitting at the edge of some ledge staring out into water. the water is filled with giant sea lions and walruses and they are an arms length away.

near the top of my journey i am greeted by a woman. she says i am not ready to witness the transformation she brought me through- but she shows me something... it's as if she took me from the stage of a beast and transformed me physically.

somehow, as this is happening, i am standing on top of a mountain in feathery attire. i hold a disc above my head when suddenly 12 very large red dragons swoop down from behind me and rush through my sides. they're extremely powerful, i am filled with awe-
defined as,
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A feeling of respect or reverence mixed with dread and wonder, often inspired by something majestic or powerful.

[guest587]

multi-dimensional travel, highway, concert, 777

highway, traveling, concert, parking along the highway. can no longer see the concert. listen for a little while from a distance on the highway. decide to leave.
multidimensional.

place my head against my dads arm and fall asleep(a rare display of innocence and vulnerability shared with my dad).

shapeshifting elements.

the last thing i remember is speaking to a girl. she see's 777. i happen to see or exist as 77077.

i explain to her it isn't so much what we're projecting as much as it is her ability to perceive. in this, in-between, people define what they're witnessing based on familiar concepts- not that they're seeing something for what it is, but creating the image with limited data. so we have a similarity in our projection, 777 and 77077
neither is wrong. and people are defining movement in a similar fashion.

wake up, details begin to fade. i'm trying to remember what i just dreamt but this song keeps playing over and over in its place...

[guest587]

classroom setting... healing water, spaceship, beautiful woman

i had a lovely dream i was headed to a class like setting, it was on the 4th floor. i had a feeling i was headed in the right direction. there were 5 minutes left until the bell would ring. though i've never been here, it turns out i was indeed going the right way. so i picked up my pace and made it just in time. this was a confidence booster in it self. the class was atop a building outside.

once i got there  the scene changed, we entered some kind of ship- in order to proceed we had to go underwater and swim through some long narrow way. the water felt immaculate, there was debris floating atop the water and things suspended in the water too. i didn't pay mind, i just moved through them focusing on the sensations of swimming frog style. i pulled through and it was like i entered into a different world. once i get there, there is a woman who seemed familiar, like she was from class- she is placing herself on me. i take comfort in her expression.

suddenly i am remembering a friend who in the dream is suffering from nerve damage in his spine. he can't move around so much. i pull him into me and am hugging him. he is crying and i am placing my hand on his head. i think i am feeling his tears, crying with him- asking him, what can i do for you?

there is not much memory here unfortunately- just that a lot of people were here. some kind of sweets are again present in the dream... and when it's time to go- because i say it will take me 30 minutes to get home from this space, i have to swim back through the water. on the way back i see a black tarp suspended above me and as i exit the water i am floating in the air, there is a woman here showing me how to move my arms and holding some kind of wand that is keeping me suspended in the air while simultaneously drying me off. i look back and there is another absolutely gorgeous woman staring at me. i ask her if i can take her photo. she says sure. she is wearing a sun hat and has long, tan legs. she has a dark green dress with nothing underneath. there's a slit in the dress and her cleavage is tasteful. her hair is auburn. i manage to snap a couple photos and i am definitely entranced by her beauty. she is smiling about it, laughing in her shoulder in a shy but purposeful manner. i am proud i captured her on camera...

wake up. feel great.

>>>just two days ago i went to visit a friend for his birthday. the funny part about this dream is i said i had to leave because it takes me 30 minutes to get home which is what i said at my friends get together. the classroom setting, could have been the get together. the reason i may have felt confident despite not having been there is the age difference from my self and the people attending my friends birthday. this was a fellow co-worker who was considered the baby in the group.