Daemoons Dream Journal

[Jitendra Hydonus]

i had a dream that feels more like a culmination of events right before sleep. i was posting at the portal, discussing politics. i didn't know joe biden gave a speech the other day. i read about it, more so peoples reactions to it. naturally my dream feels more like the last few things i did were put in a smoothie blender to create whatever it was i dreamt.

i dreamt my friend steve was tired, like maybe i was draining him on his forum.
and i also dreamt that a portion of the US was covered in, "engulfing flames" with fighter jets flying out of the scene.

Put a little ginger in that smoothie! You must know by now; I like you too much to tell and too little to know.

https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/11-proven-benefits-of-ginger

[guest587]

I dreamt I met Amma the hugging Saint. She had a small group of people around her, we were at a poor hotel by the beach. I had walked off and around a corner, seeing all kinds of people coming out of their doors. It was spaced out. I remember pillars- grays and ambient light. The energy was "sparce" and then I stumbled upon Amma sitting down outside under some shade with just two other people behind her. I walked up to speak to her. She told me, she knew I was praying to God asking what I was doing wrong. She told me she's seen something like this before and there was something I needed to get out of my system. She gave me a time limit and told me to return to her as soon as possible. I can't remember if either by the end of the day- or the next. She said I needed to fulfill this experience- like Life had become routine or stale and it was turning me mad. I had been wandering. It was a desperate moment, even Amma looked concerned. 

I then dreamt somehow I ended up in a room where I was playing electric guitar very loudly. There was a man there helping me play, we were jamming. We both seemed kind of out of it. Like we were having an out of body experience. And I kept playing, there was so much music and noise coming out of this room. And the lighting was dark, there was like a strobe effect of white and green light and light smoke swirling around the room. I just kept playing even while the man was talking to me. All the way up until I told the man the guitar was out of tune. He bent the tip of a guitar pick and started testing it with me- he pushed the guitar pick so hard into the neck of the guitar against one of the strings he snapped the string. He pulled out the string and told me he'd replace it.

I woke up having to pee.

[guest587]

I had some dreams after falling back asleep but can't remember too well... I did not practice recalling. I would also add the concern from Amma felt like she cared about me. If it wasn't for Steve I never would have sent my self to Dallas to visit her. These saints seem to bring out dreams or unique experiences the night before and during. I've dreamt of Anandamayi Ma, Two different Amma's and Gurunath. All saints I have met in person. I am fortunate for their care and guidance, even if I'm just passing by.

And to add the sensation of playing guitar in my dreams is so familiar. It's not the first time either. Strumming the strings and then playing individual strings- it was very therapeutic and rewarding.

[guest587]

frozen tundra, possessed gorilla, something in-between, friend making films

before sleep i prayed to god asking for clarification. i understand the dream is somehow a reflection of my attempts to clean deeply rooted undesirable behaviors.

i dreamt of a frozen tundra and going down into something like a cellar. it was cold, lots of snow. below i found a possessed or zombified gorilla. it was angry and making a mess of things.

somewhere in my subconscious is this zombie gorilla. i have impulses that have become hijacked by forces outside myself. (gorilla/possession/zombification). i pray i overcome and make the truly desired changes.

after this i wake up. when i fall back asleep i dream of my friend sean c pursuing his interest in making film. but before this there is another dream that is harder to recall.

i dream i am in a hotel. i dream i was once something like a ceo who has been cast out by his peers who now believe they are in charge. there's bullying, childish games. i seem to remember something about a debt being paid. i also remember a scene outdoors with a 4-wheeler.

the hotel, i am moving from one area(a place for poorer clients) to another(a place with rich clients). i do not stay in the place with rich clients and am recognized by someone who seems to be spying on me as out of his element. i am doing my own bit of sneaking around here, i can't recall why.

i later dream i am playing a video game with someone? they come with me on the 4-wheeler. someone, somewhere was punched in the face. the details are scattered, the scenes are washing away into a vortex of wakefulness.

the dream with sean c, is like i am watching him. he grew his beard out, he has a homepage that looks action packed. it is strange because he is standing in front of a pink background in a quaint living room with nicely organized furniture and curious decor. it's very feminine and nanny like, and sean is contrasting it with his rugged expression- a bald head, dark shades and a beard. i am reverse engineering this scene and realizing the homepage is a part of his shortfilm, it's like a camera follows him from one room to this, which is where he ends up. it's an action scene in which i am able to play in reverse, forward and freeze as i continue to work through it.

i get the feeling i am being offered an opportunity to help him pursue his greater desires in regards to film. at least i am, for whatever reason, an observer. i watch another one of his films and realize he used one of our jokes and made a film about it. it makes me smile like it's a great honor. it's really dorky humor but the scene entails two cowboys on horseback with megaphones in their hands, talking to one another through the megaphones and talking to the insects crawling in front of them on the megaphones. it's strangely entertaining.

i wake up.

[guest587]

Wooden Logs and OBE

I dream of large wooden logs headed right for a house resting at a cliff surrounded by a beach. I push my head out of the entire scene and warn the environment to the best of my ability that a gigantic pile of lumbar is about to crash into this house.

Later I have the opportunity for an OBE. It happens twice. It was easier to get out of body. I could even stand in the environment and breathe. It was a beautiful sensation, just standing there. I had no urge to push myself through the door or go outside. I just wanted to bathe in the sensations. I did get the thought to levitate. I tried, I raised my astral body up to my tippy toes. I thought I was going to- then suddenly I started to descend. I fell back into my body. It was the feeling of prolonged falling like I was further away from my physical body than understood- or like I was having to sink deeper into the physical shell than realized. It was a unique sensation but by the time it was over I thought, "that's not so bad" and even enjoyed it. I was a little sad it all came to an end. 

[guest587]

A dream: a glitch in the matrix
An OBE: Lei Fong and Cabal infiltration

Questions- answers? More questions.

Just a couple days ago I had an OBE. I didn't do anything but practice exiting the body and stood there. Just breathing in the atmosphere was a pleasant sensation. I got to try it twice in one night. I wonder... Since I haven't mastered this by Will power... Was I being prepped for tonights experience??? Thanks for taking the time to read and provide any feedback... I have further questions at the end of this.

I had a really interesting dream before the actual OBE so I will share that as well...

The dream,

a little girl learns about a real "glitch in the matrix."

it's similar to the movie. it starts with dejavu, except this dejavu is the exact thing repeating itself(a glitch in the matrix) and a hologram collides into a wall like a wave. here the matrix waits to receive input from the person who observes the glitch and if it's acceptable is played out.

the girl observes this glitch on two "men in black" and is hiding behind a wall which seems to shield her from the mens view. she rewrites the script and tries to change the fate of these men, which would involve killing one of them. the man who taught this girl about the glitches arrives to the scene since she unintentionally pings her location by trying to change something so dramatically. he ends up killing the men himself and the bullet which was a product of the rewrite from the girl standing behind the wall is frozen and sent back towards the girl. the man rushes towards her in a brilliant burst of light and breaches this invisible wall. here, in slow motion, the girl is exposed unto the scene and her eyes flash violet once she is drawn out from hiding. the man warns her not to fuck around again or it means losing her own life. she is scared

the scene changes like i am pulled out from wherever i was and put back on a lower density. i am observing an aerial view of a city street at night. ironically the building in focus is a chrome art studio called, "digaf" (do i give a fuck) next to a mattress or "snooze" store. it is somehow highlighted that people work in the mattress store and they practice the art of sleeping or- sell sleep to people. . .?

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So... Before going to bed I asked God in prayer what I'm doing wrong. Presently I am pursuing a woman of interest who is showing me reciprocation but is in no rush with being intimate. My whole reason for pursuing is to be intimate as it is a part of how I express my interest and share my heart and joy. So this is a learning curve for me... Since I haven't had much experience with dating. I don't really date around- things have always just happened and I tend to focus my energy in the one invested interest. Anyways... So I pray and ask to be shown what I'm doing wrong... I pray for clarification and ask God what he thinks about my relationship with this girl. Are these answers to my prayers? I don't know. Maybe. Maybe not.


Now the OBE- with something that has never happened before... A golden statue appeared in my backyard. It was terrifying- it was amazing. It was a statue but it was alive. It changed shapes. Despite rain the sun was shining on it and it didn't get wet.

Here's the details to the best of my ability- they started fading even during the experience.

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After falling back asleep I had an OBE. There are too many details to recount. I managed to catch the last few. It started with going downstairs towards my Dogs, they were happy to see me. I knew I was out of body and they saw me all the same. Many dream like concepts were playing out during the OBE, like I was having both an astral experience in my house while separately dreaming things and details about my family around me. I could dive in either experience. For example, I remember everyone in my house being awake- the lights on upstairs with April on the phone for a job interview- me drinking her water in the kitchen and being disgusted she had cheese inside the water bottle? I tried focusing on the OBE and not the dreams swirling around me. I went outside with the dogs to play in the backyard. Once in the backyard the dogs were playing with each other- it went from raining to a bright sun. In the center of the backyard was a golden statue. There is no golden statue in my backyard. It was as frightening as it was beautiful. Dreams and details were continuing to swirl around me. Like I could feel a part of me still in my bedroom and see a light in my peripheral from the perspective of my room(despite being in the backyard). I thought there was a nonexistent lamp on in my room. I am recalling in flashes now. Every time I glanced at the statue- it changed shape, but still a golden statue with the sun shining down on it. It became two things- and my dogs, tumbling and playing about- turned into the two entities portrayed by the statue. I look up and the statue changed again... From two siblings, to two friends... To one tall and one short... to Brothers and Soldiers... The dogs had become all these things. Lastly it became a Mother and Daughter- to focus on the child.
It was weird because off to the side was rain and dark clouds... But the statue was, surreal and without rain- without clouds. And the dogs became the last thing the statue showed me... I had to have met a being of some sort...
"This is Lei Fong" It said to me. We weren't speaking English- but telepathically?
Last of the dynasty...? A cabal has infiltrated their people... A great war has been relayed to me. They are desperate for help. I am being offered to accept this child in my lineage. Along accepting her I am promised certain- spiritual gifts... ? It's all starting to fade now... Somehow I start retracting back to my physical body... But before ending the experience- A larger aspect of my self pulled through the entire scene- like I was secretly watching in the background. And my voice in a way I never heard it before said,
"How do I know?"

I wake up...


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So... I never met whoever was talking to me. I could not see what they looked like. I just know I was visited. The language was a type of telepathic communication. It was a lot of information to be spoken in english but I understood it in english. This great war was more like an infiltration. Like they were presently being destroyed- a cabal has infiltrated their ship? Entities physically dying around me. This was a desperate plea for help. And I am being shown this child. This child is the key to preserving their dynasty. I am being asked to accept this offer and it begins to feel like a trade- like I will be rewarded some kind of gift. My intuition or higher-self is stand-offish. What they're showing me feels real. But I am hesitant. And as a higher authority within myself stepped forward ending the OBE... "How do I know?" Was said in the most powerful way I can't express it. Like it either chased off deceit or it was meant to be a question to remember. I think Lei Fong was the name. I know they specifically used the word Cabal.

The statue had such an interesting feel I've never experienced that before. Am I being deceived? Are these answers to my prayers? Do I accept the offer? Do I help? Why would I be tempted with spiritual gifts? This dream feels important.

[guest587]

After falling back asleep I had an OBE. There are too many details to recount. I managed to catch the last few. It started with going downstairs towards my Dogs, they were happy to see me. I knew I was out of body and they saw me all the same. Many dream like concepts were playing out during the OBE, like I was having both an astral experience in my house while separately dreaming things and details about my family around me. I could dive in either experience. For example, I remember everyone in my house being awake- the lights on upstairs with April on the phone for a job interview- me drinking her water in the kitchen and being disgusted she had cheese inside the water bottle? I tried focusing on the OBE and not the dreams swirling around me. I went outside with the dogs to play in the backyard. Once in the backyard the dogs were playing with each other- it went from raining to a bright sun. In the center of the backyard was a golden statue. There is no golden statue in my backyard. It was as frightening as it was beautiful. Dreams and details were continuing to swirl around me. Like I could feel a part of me still in my bedroom and see a light in my peripheral from the perspective of my room(despite being in the backyard). I thought there was a nonexistent lamp on in my room. I am recalling in flashes now. Every time I glanced at the statue- it changed shape, but still a golden statue with the sun shining down on it. It became two things- and my dogs, tumbling and playing about- turned into the two entities portrayed by the statue. I look up and the statue changed again... From two siblings, to two friends... To one tall and one short... to Brothers and Soldiers... The dogs had become all these things. Lastly it became a Mother and Daughter- to focus on the child.
It was weird because off to the side was rain and dark clouds... But the statue was, surreal and without rain- without clouds. And the dogs became the last thing the statue showed me... I had to have met a being of some sort...
"This is Lei Fong" It said to me. We weren't speaking English- but telepathically?
Last of the dynasty...? A cabal has infiltrated their people... A great war has been relayed to me. They are desperate for help. I am being offered to accept this child in my lineage. Along accepting her I am promised certain- spiritual gifts... ? It's all starting to fade now... Somehow I start retracting back to my physical body... But before ending the experience- A larger aspect of my self pulled through the entire scene- like I was secretly watching in the background. And my voice in a way I never heard it before said,
"How do I know?"

I wake up...

During this astral experience I had three points of awareness. One point was observing first person interacting with the dogs and noticing the statue in the backyard. Another point was peering into the dream data swirling around me and simultaneously could see my body back in bed. A third point was another aspect of my self stepping into the scene asking "How do I know" with such authority and ending the experience.

It is interesting to note we can have multiple points of awareness in the astral fields.

What is also interesting is the dream data I dived into. In the dream data I saw my Sister in our home. She was on the phone for a job interview- in the dream I drank a bottle of her water and was disgusted by the cheese in it.

Now... Tonight.
My Sister came to visit us by surprise. I did not know she actually had a job interview scheduled for today. She came by the house to talk about it with us. It was rescheduled. Separately our fridge has been getting stinky. We thought something died in there. Well... Randomly my Sister went to the fridge earlier in the night. She found the culprit of the disgusting smell. It was cheese she left in the fridge!

[guest587]

A dream: a glitch in the matrix
An OBE: Lei Fong and Cabal infiltration

Questions- answers? More questions.

The dream,

a little girl learns about a real "glitch in the matrix."

it's similar to the movie. it starts with dejavu, except this dejavu is the exact thing repeating itself(a glitch in the matrix) and a hologram collides into a wall like a wave. here the matrix waits to receive input from the person who observes the glitch and if it's acceptable is played out.

the girl observes this glitch on two "men in black" and is hiding behind a wall which seems to shield her from the mens view. she rewrites the script and tries to change the fate of these men, which would involve killing one of them. the man who taught this girl about the glitches arrives to the scene since she unintentionally pings her location by trying to change something so dramatically. he ends up killing the men himself and the bullet which was a product of the rewrite from the girl standing behind the wall is frozen and sent back towards the girl. the man rushes towards her in a brilliant burst of light and breaches this invisible wall. here, in slow motion, the girl is exposed unto the scene and her eyes flash violet once she is drawn out from hiding. the man warns her not to fuck around again or it means losing her own life. she is scared

the scene changes like i am pulled out from wherever i was and put back on a lower density. i am observing an aerial view of a city street at night. ironically the building in focus is a chrome art studio called, "digaf" (do i give a fuck) next to a mattress or "snooze" store. it is somehow highlighted that people work in the mattress store and they practice the art of sleeping or- sell sleep to people. . .?

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I think I am starting to find a reason as to why I felt this dream and OBE to be of some importance. Yesterday my Sister came and pretty much the data retrieved during the astral experience was played out in a similar fashion a couple days later. This morning a girl said, something I never heard her say before, "do i give a f**k"
It was exactly like in my dream. Some kind of inner alarm went off and although I could not piece everything together- I have this idea that my family and I are all going through a transformative spiritual experience. Like a turning of the page, and this dream has been laid out before me indicating a type of guidance.

When she said that I immediately thought of the dream. I don't have answers- but I do acknowledge the idea of guidance impacting my life and find the parallels between wake and dream out of my (conscious) control.

[guest587]

Smoldering beings, sex theme, water beings, telepathy...

Another adventure and hard to recall details...

I remember a man disguised as a child, winning over the affections of this girl who has telepathic abilities. He was recruiting people to help fight in some war. She had this feeling of hesitation. Behind the scenes were these flame beings invisible to everyone else. I remember seeing them run along and through a crowd of people and no one noticed them. Their flames didn't spread but just came off these black bodies. I saw one standing behind a window looking right at me. Just standing there- they are larger than the people but they aren't giants. Their face is like smoldering stone. Their entire body has that glow. Type smoldering in your search bar and look at the images. It's exactly the color and layers of these beings.

There are some choppy in between scenes here which are connected to the overall adventure.
I remember this guy who owns a vehicle using it to help escort a small crew, the girl with telepathic abilities to be included in the group. We were all sitting down talking- he owns the vehicle but needs the AC replaced.

Another segmented memory/dream recall- I am in my friend Scotts car and he is taking me to a place to see these elephants. He ask if I've ever been, I didn't think I have- until we get there. Then I am filled with childlike wonder and excitement when I see these giant and beautiful elephants. I say I've been to this place before.

 I realize I am both the man disguised as the child and the girl with telepathic abilities. Or perhaps, this entire adventure is describing my current romantic pursuits.

There are some more details coming... We are now recruited and given an option to help fight or not. The girl is reluctant at first and is threatened imprisonment. It's a long time and being imprisoned in this environment means turning into this grotesque bloated blue mushy being. Of course she doesn't want it. And she tries telling the man who was once posing as a child that this is an unrealistic expectation- and who could survive in this place. That's when a woman who had been somehow imprisoned in the same situation comes out from behind the wall. She is no longer her beautiful self but entrapped behind this self containing water suit- speaking without moving her lips. She is like a fish or something aquatic but human. She is leading this rebellion. The helmet to her suit is kind of like a clear and long space helmet. She is reasoning with the girl encouraging her to get involved.

This is where worlds change. I am also reminded of my friend Shelby. I can't connect how at this time. And that earlier scene of the flame beings running through the crowd- is somehow happening here again. The shift in worlds. It's taking place in a public garage with people running up a ramp escaping the facility alongside the leader of the rebellion faction.

Now the recall is focused on the romantic relationship between the guy and the girl. We are chasing one another. We are both human and aquatic ourselves. It's like a water world without the water- the movement is fluid. Sometimes human, sometimes shapeshifting into these smaller blanket like beings that pull themselves through the air like an octopus gliding in water. We love each other. Perhaps we are underwater... Because there is this scene. The theme is attempting to court. The first two times there was hesitation. One on the girls and one on the guys. In the second scene- this scene, we are being encouraged by these faerie water like creatures to have sex. These little creatures are caressing our bodies and giggling with lust as they help pull my pants off. They are quite literally trying to guide my member into the woman. There is a very tribal element. I am convinced I am having sex in public but don't care anymore.

In fact... Now I remembering- she was putting her body on me, I remember her stomach- a red line going up the side of her belly button. She has a flat stomach- pressing against mine and moving up. I still had my shorts on but thrusting my pelvis into her. We were outside around people, and I didn't care. That's when the people of some tribe realized we were being intimate- they were engaging in some ritual- that's when these little faerie water creatures were encouraging us to complete the deed. Some hesitation again happens and the courtship/impregnation doesn't happen.

I see the scene with her off in the distance in heat, and another man tries to claim her. She is mine. I think he is one of those flame beings disguised as a human. I am overcome with anger. I do not allow this man to get near her. I remember walking up to him and grabbing each of his wrist. I start pushing him back, despite his best efforts I feel like my strength has really grown... I am continually pushing him back, there is still anger building up inside me... I threaten him with my eyes, very loudly they are screaming and beaming into his. That's when he starts pushing some flame out from his human disguise. I see he tries to maim me. I remember him taking his finger which had been like a hot prod and trying to sizzle my skin with it. I took his finger and shoved it in his mouth and burned his own tongue-
My mind is still on the girl, but I don't see her... I am a little saddened that I am overcome with such possessive rage. I take the guys smoldering finger and rub it against his human face over and over until I think the finger breaks off.



I wake up... 


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I wonder if this has anything to do with me asking my self when is appropriate to engage with a girl I'm interested in, who is interested in me, and is in no rush to be intimate. I desire her and am having to temper my own lust as we try to get to know one another. I think she may have an emotional wound around sex or maybe she has a more realistic view on sex and love than me. I don't know.

[guest587]

sister calls me telepathically, dream of room 608

my sisters job interview is today. i think she is nervous. i woke up to her voice, "hey eric!" which literally caused my heart to sink and instantaneously i felt a very uncomfortable sensation in my body.

i fall back asleep and had a dream with her in it. she invited me to some beach house(condo style), it's a place i've dreamt of before where i met amma the hugging saint. only this time it was kind of like a party environment. our room was stationed near the front in a social area where you could hear people partying outside. april(my sister) told me she was leaving for dinner with some friends. it was like 11pm or so and they were just going out. i asked her if i had a room card- she reached into her purse and gave it to me, "room 608" she says. then she leaves and i see her drive off with two girlfriends- one is resting on top of the car. i think it's odd she wants to eat so late, and some boys try giving april attention which annoys the friend who wants to eat. i make a comment to my self about her weight and think it has something to do with eating italian food at midnight.

i also am remembering a random dream sequence with doug- i am walking in an area of something like a academy sports and outdoors looking at bows. in this particular scene someone walks by me and i get this feeling my friend william is doing okay- doug is the one taking care of him. doug and i rendezvous in a crowd of people and we are the only two sandal wearing folks in the entire crowd. my foot steps on his or vice versa and we pause here to exchange wisdom in whispers. doug and min are hanging out- i believe in real life, as this dream sequence is interjected into my experience.

now we are back in my room 608 and april just left with her friends. it's loud outside and i can't sleep. i take my key card and get into an old convertible of some sort. i am driving down a busy street the feeling is like mardi gras or a party. there is a surreal moment of slow motion where a giant headless god drives down the street- in place of its head is a camera and its filming the people driving their cars towards it. i feel high or something but i remember getting on the hood of my car, my body sprawled out very lazily upside down and looking into the camera like i was stoned. i was somewhat posing in a deliberate manner thinking i'd surprise whoever was on the other side like they might see me on TV. 

suddenly i wake up in a slum(still dreaming). i am eating a piece of chicken. there's a giant dog eating trash next to me. i tear off a piece of chicken and try throwing it at him. he ignores me but a second dog comes out from behind a dumpster. the scene is wet ground and loose gravel- brown colors. the second dog is a giant black poodle and half of its body is covered in mud and poop. the hair is clumped and dried from the feces. there's some poop in one of its eyes. i feed him some chicken. as i look into his eyes i throw the rest of the food off to the side. the food lands and causes a wave of flies to lift off the ground and start heading towards me. i wake up.

[guest587]

continued meat dreams and a dream with gurunath

there was mentions of dragon meat. i was also cooking a turkey and buttering the skin inside and out.
and someone made what looked like cooked bat, it was disgusting.

later i dream of a picture of gurunath teaching people about reflection. he has three versions of himself. one is standing in front of a class- the other is standing in the back and the third is on the mirror on the left. people are looking at their reflection. it's a 3 dimensional black and white picture that i can observe as formless awareness within the frame allowing me to feel the depths of the environment.

[guest587]

Nannette, boomerang

Nannette wants to use to me to communicate with her dead husband.
Later I have a boomerang and throw it at these "desires" the boomerang returns to my hand and all desires will be satisfied.

I wake up to pee, it's too early to record my dreams so i decide to go back to sleep. I try really hard to remember the above details- so much that the following dream recall escapes me.
I just remember being involved in a war, it wasn't on earth. First I was hiding then I had to come out and fight. By the time I was ready to fight there were people on my side to help. We confronted a general sitting in a throne who thought it was his. My people and I rushed in before he could declare himself the rightful authority. We were all supposedly on the same side... except this man did not want to surrender his power. As we fight I remember in the most surreal fashion big tall buildings being erected in the city square. It concerned some of my people- they asked why I was doing this. I told them something like... the new infrastructure is creating fear and showing people we mean business. I then turned to the people, not soldiers, and started getting them to chant "Fight." It terrified the general and his men to see the people in the city ready to fight-
I also remember a scene painting red, blue and green on a wall. I painted it tall and the paint transformed into some kind of door which is what brought me into the whole fighting scene.

[guest587]

Just wanted to make some quick notes in relation to my dreams...

I have a dream posted where I woke up to my Sister saying, "hey eric!" and having a most uncomfortable sensation.

She came for dinner the next day and I asked her if she was nervous over something last night. She told me she was up at 2AM nervous about her job interview. It went well by the way. But this confirms the feeling and perhaps a type of telepathic communication.

I also recorded, just recently, a dream about my families friend Nannette. After coming home from work today I heard my Mom talking to someone on the phone. It turned out to be her friend Nannette. They only talk once in a while- it's not a regular occurrence, and it turns out they're going to go to dinner with Nannette and her new husband. Her last husband died early in part due to his addiction issues.

I told Mom about it tonight... I told her that in the dream she was somehow wanting to communicate with Rick(deceased husband). I also told Mom I had a boomerang in the dream and she said she distinctly remembers I used to have a boomerang as a child and she thinks it was somehow associated with Rick. We used to have dinner parties and Rick would entertain us kids with fireworks and all kinds of toys.

I wonder though... Because she probably won't talk about Rick around her new husband- could Rick actually want to talk to Her??? I didn't tell Mom that Nannette was using me to make the connection... But was Rick actually trying to use me to help deliver his presence?

Eh, just thinking aloud and confirming some pretty cool alignments.

[guest587]

Reviewing the recent culmination of my dreams I am given a message. I believe I am being asked to slow down with the assurance that my desires *WILL* be satisfied... *IN TIME.* Maintain the course, the *disciplines* to see the desired results... What are those results? Financial independence, harmonious relationships, increased income with current career choice and one day to create a family. To be a better Son, friend, Lover, Father...

I can do it, if I slow down and maintain the course. Last nights dream tells me I need to potentially readjust my attitude- be adaptable to circumstance and re-strategize or refocus on the deeper goals.

RV, Car and friends bailing on me
I had a dream that people were partying in one of my homes. I wasn't much for it- and wanted them to leave, people stayed well past 2AM as if to spite me. I am not sure if I was there or watching from a distance. I remember having to deal with a car situation. I had an RV parked somewhere in San Antonio and had my car with me. The parking had cost somewhere between $92 or $96. I tried getting friends to take the RV back to Houston with me or drive my car(manual transmission) while I drive the RV. Many friends who attended this party were not willing to help me in my time of need. Even childhood friends tried to pass me off. One such childhood friend I found in a "hidden wall" and his Mom lead me to him. So I am actively seeking Help in the dream and realizing I am needing to adjust my plans.

[guest587]

time travel, going forward and understanding dream archetypes

I was with a friend- leaving a scene. We took a speed rail. I thought we were going to take a speed rail to an airplane. I thought I'd have the opportunity to take a nap. We never got to the airplane and the speed rail took us to our final destination. I was out of sorts by how fast we just traveled. I didn't really understand. This looked like my destination, but some things were different. I am trying to order food- some food items have a familiarity and some things are new.

I discover the reason for everything feeling so off is because the year is sometime 2036 or 2039. I wake up. I try to remember the details and am too tired to record them. Before going back to sleep it dawns on me that through out these attempts to journal I've visited the same place more often than I realize. They may not always be the same place- but they are the same archetype even if different variants. For example, a hotel. A beach. An airport.

Lately I am beginning to notice I am exploring a hotel often. It isn't always the exact same, but it's always a hotel. Now the job is to see if I can understand/associate a personal meaning in relation to what happens in these places.

As I go back to sleep I am again placed in a dream that propels me into the same future year. That's odd... I wake up.