Koan
As I was waking up I noticed the sounds of the rain outside were blending with my dreams. I still hadn't much control of my thoughts. The last thought I remember was a woman being unfaithful to a man, and she had the option to prolong his suffering and in her pleasure she took it at the last minute. This was a very gross thought and I decided enough is enough and it's time to wake up. Instantly I shake this thought off, but figured I'd include even the undesirable moments in my journal.
I believe I will shake all these dreams off now and start my day.
Just want to provide an update to this last dream detail and show you how there are direct synchronicities in our, "waking" life. As we move back towards the source, I believe we start seeing Him in others in unique ways. This being just one example.
I had to take an Uber today to pick up a company van. The driver was very friendly, and we started opening up. He told me he is still holding on to the fact that his wife of 19 years cheated on him. He told me he'd never forgive her. I took it as an opportunity to talk about meditation and finding peace within. This, after he told me he doesn't want to die alone. It also seemed beneficial to pick his brain regarding age differences because there is a young girl in her early 20's who finds me attractive. I have already made my mind up on how best to handle that situation. The direct parallel with my dream hit me when he was asking aloud, why did she wait so long to cheat? This sounded my inner alarms because that is what happened in the dream: "She had the option to prolong his suffering and in her pleasure she took it at the last minute."
I pray for his well being- overall he is in good spirits and despite his words I believe he will find forgiveness. He is 57 and has three daughters, all who make his life extra special and meaningful. He was very kind to me and regardless of what I'm sharing his demeanor was very upbeat. This seemed like one of those divine exchanges.
Well.. What's also interesting is that I dreamt of an exchange and asked what it meant... and the word I was given was Koan.
I think I saw that somewhere before, and so I did a search in the portal and sure enough- Steve has created a thread on it. I've never really read it but I suppose now is the time to pay attention.
http://spiritualportal.net/index.php/topic,7374.0.html
