Message #37468

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^ Hope you saw my post above friend.

Here's the journal from last night/this mornings... After work, I hope to spend time in solitude and connect... But I feel a sense of Being- even now, greater than this personality we call Eric. =)

Journal entry recorded on GTC:
https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/omtalks/group-log-document-your-daily-dreams-log-only-t1618-s1695.html

Multiple dreams. I woke up three times. Once in the night from what felt like a big party- a lot of people in my house. I was a little stressed by the amount of visitors and having to keep things organized from the people coming in and out. I decided not to record this dream and instead fell back asleep. While going back to bed however, the thought occurred to me that reality is layered just like we witness these over-beings in Caseys crystal portraits. For example... this dream with a bunch of people coming in and out of my house is but a small part of a greater reality- it felt like this layer was personal, as in- my brains translation- though it could be that there was something above the minds experience happening as well. That there is a greater reality with lots of visitors. Seeing them as humans I've interacted with before, and using my house- is just one way of understanding. Not sure if I'm making sense, happy to elaborate in discussions thread.

The one thing I decided to hold on to was that I finally got to see my brain imaging from the MRI that was done. It had an activation effect. We watched it on a screen, and it started displaying the images like a slideshow. Then the screen disappeared and it became a rotating 3D model. It started going into a specific area- and with excitement and intrigue I felt my mind expanding. It would quickly highlight a portion of the brain with a flash of color, as if someone was controlling my viewing experience, and the area that would flash would expand like we were zooming in. It kept going deeper and deeper, each time we zoomed in another highlighted "segment"- it went from physical chunks of matter to empty space, thin, pieces and ultimately to a rotating rudimentary symbol. It kind of reminded me of the egyptian eye of horus but it was not.  Just that it shared similar simplistic black and rounded(cursive styled) lines. I woke up with this symbol rotating in my mind.