Hey SI,
Not just you, but not me.
I have faith, through out my personal experiences I have been safe and protected- even in moments almost too scary to face. Some of my scarier moments have been in facing the ugly aspects of my self. I don't think there's anything nefarious at play here and am not worried about it.
I see. Are you easy to scare?
Are you practicing Kriya now SI? Eric call me out on it if I’m incorrect but I think you feel as I do about Babaji’s promise to us…
Even a little practice of this dharma (religious rite or righteous action) will save you from great fear (mahato bhayat)' — the colossal sufferings inherent in the repeated cycles of birth and death. -- Read more:
http://yogananda.com.au/gurus/babaji_quotes02.html