Message #7509

[Jitendra Hydonus]

,,,i said to god that i desire or want to be in his/her arms,,,, and that is what happened....so i slept for 11 hours 

when i woke from sleep....i was still very much with god...((((())))) aum rang loudly...still does......


i adore god.  i love god. i want to be with god...i want to see like god, i want to hear like god, i want to be with god....that is my desire..and this world has helped me recognize this fact....

and...ya know what ?  god wants or desires the same for us.....

amma, yogananda....swami rama thirtha,,,vivekananda...christ..etc..they all want us to exprience god....

angels too <3<3<3

every teacher, every true teacher of god...will tell ya that god is all loving....amma, py , sy, tirtha,,,etc...all of them,,,say the same thing.......

god , god, god

jitendra found god thru amma etc...bn found god thru christ etc....joe blow found god thru such and such....

the main point being...is that we found god again.....

christ came to me in meditation and yoga....paramahansa came,,,krishna came,  george harrison too 

and we are joyous to these teachers...not matter who the name....

god is where soul finds love.  god is where soul belongs.  not matter the teacher.

not matter where it hits us...this bliss that accompanies god.

bliss hits soul in the middle of a grocery check out lane...god hits us when making love to one whom we love.....

or during meditation,,,,during yoga..during sleep <3<3<3

It is a strange thing you know that for much of our lives most of us seek love in the wrong places. Perhaps that is why so many of us are here; hoping we have found one of the right places. i always was attracted to Buddhism when i was younger. One factor in this choice was because i did not know God. So i felt more comfortable with meditating without thinking of a God.

i remember when i used to  teach guitar at a music store where the assistant manager always teased me and called me the Tin Man. i suppose it was because i was always looking for my heart. Sometimes i still wonder> How do you love something you truly do not know? Yet we do project this love, that is in us, on others and say we love them. But many times we find out that it was not what we had created in our mind. Anyhow i still have never given up on the idea and still have this desire in my heart to find love and to love. i suppose God has implanted it in me. That is a nice thought....

Steve Hydonus