Good morning! I'm not sure what you were saying with the paradox mind twizzler, it was difficult for me to follow your thought process.
But I had a thought too while in the shower this morning- eventually we're given a perspective we might not have considered, liberating us from the either or predicament we've created for ourselves.
Have you ever experienced that? I have, it is quite rewarding. Sometimes I see that sudden inspiration as an avenue worth pursuing.
Oh , this may clarify things; as an example is it better to have less than to get very over weight with excesses as in the case of Elvis Presley? I’ m quite fortunate to not have had the benefits he did. They really did not help him in a spiritual and physical sense.
There is often unforeseen circumstances that arise as a result of grace and prayer to seemingly unresolved matters. The protection and guidance of the Masters is there with us, especially with regard to and a consequence of higher meditation practices like Kriya yoga initiated by a Master.