recurring symbol, giant spirit wolf

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hello,
for the last two nights the first thing i see is a wolf as large as a mountain top looking down. he has glowing red eyes. i believe the first night his fur was black or that he was a giant wavy shadow and i was filled with fear.
before going to bed that night i had prayed to god asking for help in becoming brave. when i did this, with closed eyes, a literal orb of light flashed before me- this startled me. then the astral wolf appeared.
last night in my dream i was going up the mountain, in a hurry. the same wolf now with white and shadowy fur had only one glowing, steaming red eye. as i moved up the mountain i was filled with anger or impatience and i remember physically throwing people out of my way to get to the top. when i made it my emotions disappeared and i was vacuumed up and merged into the giant wolf completing the glowing red eyes. i literally produced aum in my half awake half asleep state. as i recall the experience even now i hear a toning in my ear...

after this i had a regular dream of snake. i did not want to disturb the rattlesnake which was also larger than life and extremely poisonous. i was confronted when he tried to bite me, my sister even tried to grab the snake so i did the same but i did not want to kill it. i remember looking for somewhere to put it as it writhed through my grip, before i could put him anywhere the snake freed itself and again struck out at me. i threw him in a tank of water and walked away, worried the water would kill him- unsure of what to do. i remember after i did this i found a handful of youngling scholars surrounded by a snake styled aquarium which had sand and an open setting with artifacts and instruments which could be played. i felt regret for not putting the snake in its proper place and picked up a glass instrument, playing glass on glass and captivating the young ones.