Message #31192

[fisherking1111]

Wow

Excellent reading Steve!

So much in there... I may come back and respond to more of the points you make.


Broadly... yeah, I never expected to be with a woman in an "open relationship", its way against my personal values... but Emily was a soul mate, like none I'd ever experienced, and it didn't feel like there was much choice involved for either of us..  However, I can't be "patient" about being treated unfairly, as some Twin Flame's "side dude" to her sugar daddy...  I broke up with her twice, she broke up with me twice, all in the span of a month or two...  and yet, I feel for both of us, it was the most we'd ever been in love.. the energetic exchange between us, was like nothing I'd ever imagined...  she said "people would kill for what we had", and she's right... But that's all gone now... and I can accept her choice to be with the security over Spiritual growth and ecstatic inspiration and being in love with a soul mate... it's practical, even if it's incredibly unromantic...

I wish you could tell me astrologically, exactly why her and I weren't meant to stay together... despite the insane number of synchronicities, and everything else I mentioned...

I understand your point though... the answers, from my perspective, may be in my own chart... 

Do you see anything else in her chart to explain her behavior?  her fear based choices (if that's a fair way to put it... it's certainly only partially true)?