Thanks Steve,
What could it mean as far as understanding the self is concerned?
The descendant - where Sirius is located in your chart - are your relationships and other people than yourself. So you seek out or attract people with Sirius influences.
Sirius is not a utopian star. According to an article on Alice Sparkly Kat, it is a star that deals with memory, but not real memory. It deals with fabricated memory. People who have intense relationships with Sirius often feel like they’re the dark sheep in the family. They often play the role of the dark sheep or the lone wolf in both social spaces. However, Sirius isn’t really about perpetual alienation. Sirius people aren’t fated to always feel alienated. Rather, Sirius simply likes to orbit itself because it is an anachronistic star.